Sorry for how ive been behaving as of late, just a lot of shit going on. One month begin in rent, one month behind in gas, and two months behind in electric bills. Family car is having issues and can't travel more than a few miles without stalling out on us. Also, no one's been talking to me. I send out a bunch of hellos but hardly anyone replies, those who do merely exchange hellos and that's all the do. I understand people get busy from time to time, but I need interaction in my life or I go insane. College is also stressing me to hell. Was a full time student but had to drop three of my classes, so now I'm only taking one. I'm just not feeling a whole lot of support in my life right now, and I need it more than ever. So forgive me for being a bit selfish and brash.