Alright so! first things first, some of you may know my secondary sona Dawex
those that do know him, know he is a lion.
fewer know Midnight represents who I feel I truely am or rather...was. otherkin stuff, long story
Dawex represents my human self, and has more of my personality (especially if I grew up with his backstory)
That being said, I mainly chose a lion as his main form when I made him, because I was OBSESSED with TLK, and don't get me wrong, I still am. But...well Dawex is made to represent me as PERSON, not movies I like.
and, a vast majority of you know I love wolves.
what fewer of you know? I love them a lot more than it seems. I have a...deep connection to them. Not on a spiritual level just...*sigh*
okay this is personal so I'll keep it short and sweet
when I was younger I was a LOT more misbehaved. my parents sent me to my Aunt and Uncle's "boot camp", which wasnt really a boot camp, I just spent the summer with them since they work with kids with disabilities all the time.
that was one of the, if not the most memorable summer of my life. They started me on my love of wolves. every night we sat on the porch and watched, waiting for the wolves to run across the lawn (which I learned many years later was just a story that my uncle made up XD). I always got scared about an hour in, and went inside to bed before they would come out, see me, and run at me hehe.
I had wolf figurines as rewards, wolf necklaces, went to see a wild wolf preserve thing, and most of all...
I became *sigh* Little Wolf. For those of you that know some of my VERY close to heart held characters, you WILL know this name. my aunt was Middle wolf, and my uncle, Big Wolf.
We all got matching shirts, and painted on each one in very strong gel-like paint, our names. I still have my Little Wolf shirt to day, and still love it to death. I only stopped using it as pajamas a few years ago because it was...almost completely destroyed. it was old, FULL of holes, and I felt like it'd turn to dust every time I wore it.
But long story short, wolves mean a lot to me.
But Mid, what does this all have to do with Dawex you ask?
well...I'm considering making his main form a Wolf. Now before you all worry about losing him as a lion (lookin at you Tamani ;3), for those that don't know, TECHNICALLY....Dawex is a human, and on top of that, Dawex is a shapeshifter. but, he hates being human, so he chooses to remain in animal form.
so yea...LOOOONG story short, do you guys think I should make Daw's main form a wolf to more closely represent my human self and its connection to wolves?
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part TWO, less touchy feeling and more on the....fun side x3

I wanna do a group rp, on skype, via IMs. we would likely try to find a day (or two) that works best for everyone.
I'm looking for maybe...8 people to rp? so nine including me.
Each person would control two characters (easier than 16 people all needing to have a common date they can rp XD)
and I would control the "host"
host? what kind of rp would this be Mid?
...Total Drama Fetish Island.
yea...idk, the idea seems fun, my mind goes weird places XD. I kinda wanna do a furry version of Total Drama, but have it be rather than dangerous challanges, have the challanges, and maybe even rewards and vote offs and such, all be...shall we say...fun x3
said fetishes would vary, obviously not all of them would suit everyone's taste, but still.
I can give more details and such if curious, but just wanted to get the basic idea here. anyone intrested?