Lately I have tried to figure it all out, I keep wondering why is it I try to find someone I either don't ever get anyone that wants to try to be in a sweet, loving, a little on the yiffy side of a relationship.... I love romance, I love to be snuggled and kissed on from whoever it seems to be the one that becomes my mate... I know that I'm weird but that's who I am... My fursona is what I am on the inside and that is the part that matters and the part that I want a mat to fall in love with, and the only things I have gotten into are people who don;t seem to get it. I have recently had a roommate move in with me hoping that having someone around me would make me smile and be more happy, I mean yea it has helped a little bit however I still feel sad, I still feel that deep emptiness in my heart that still hurts and feels like it burns. I also have met those furs that hang out with me... we yiff once... then getting to want to hang out with them again is impossible cuz it seems like they just abandon me... and then the worst furs of all.. the ones that get with me, i fall in love with them and love them as good as I can... and as soon as they ask me for something and I give it to them.. they dump me and leave me there a shattered mess that locks itself in the bathroom to where I don't eat, sleep, or do anything till i got all the crying and sadness out....
To all the furs who read this..If you are single... there is someone out there looking for you... I am one of those girls that is out there to find her romantic prince...so please keep and open heart and I'm sure they will walk up to you and they will love you to the day they die....
And to all the types of heart breakers out there that i have listed... you all deserve to find someone who will do the same thing to you so that way you know how it feels and hopefully it will become a learning experience, so that way you buck up and realize what you did actually hurt and scared someone and you will start finding mates for the right motives and not some "booty-call" or "to get whatever you want."