another rendition of the life update
10 years ago
I'm not on FA much unless I'm checking art. Overall, I'm dropping this bomb with "it fucking sucks" but flip side, it's getting better too.
From end of May to August 21, I worked at my first actual job and it was great! I loved my co-workers and enjoyed my time there. I couldn't have asked for a better team.
A lot of myself after that kinda crashed once I hit college. Not that, you know, I hated it. Home life sucked a bit though after Dad brought this kid into our house. Mom and I felt a bit more separated from dad and i mean, mom felt neglected and I just felt things get tense between my dad and I more than it had. As soon as I got to college, things were picking up for myself until end of September. Turns out my parents separated and they're moving on. I also have been in a bit of financial issues right now too. so 2+ 2 = fuck. It's at least mutual between my parents and they're being cool, I think, and my money situation will improve soon.
I've been having a good social life here but it's kinda been hard bc i haven't exactly got anyone to comfort me and care for me the way i need them to. I wish I had someone here to just hold me and take care of me for a bit. Cuddling or whatever. I'm just glad I don't feel as alone as I have in the past. There's just a lot going on right now and even with the breaks, nothing exactly popped at me as one. I mean, I could use a break as in something completely new.
I miss friends and I wish I could see other friends.
It's going to get better though. I just hope I can get someone to whisk me away to fantasyville one night.
From end of May to August 21, I worked at my first actual job and it was great! I loved my co-workers and enjoyed my time there. I couldn't have asked for a better team.
A lot of myself after that kinda crashed once I hit college. Not that, you know, I hated it. Home life sucked a bit though after Dad brought this kid into our house. Mom and I felt a bit more separated from dad and i mean, mom felt neglected and I just felt things get tense between my dad and I more than it had. As soon as I got to college, things were picking up for myself until end of September. Turns out my parents separated and they're moving on. I also have been in a bit of financial issues right now too. so 2+ 2 = fuck. It's at least mutual between my parents and they're being cool, I think, and my money situation will improve soon.
I've been having a good social life here but it's kinda been hard bc i haven't exactly got anyone to comfort me and care for me the way i need them to. I wish I had someone here to just hold me and take care of me for a bit. Cuddling or whatever. I'm just glad I don't feel as alone as I have in the past. There's just a lot going on right now and even with the breaks, nothing exactly popped at me as one. I mean, I could use a break as in something completely new.
I miss friends and I wish I could see other friends.
It's going to get better though. I just hope I can get someone to whisk me away to fantasyville one night.