Well I've come to a point where I'm sick of not posting things for long periods of time. It may have cost me in the furry community for all I know. I want to make a change to increase the posting rate. I hope it will help my fan turn out at least a little.

I've found that my flat color pictures have done very well and I thought that I could start to largely post them. My patients in doing those very detailed coloring jobs may be over. I guess I still can, but I'd rather post more often so you can have something to enjoy only a few weeks apart rather than a few months.

I'd like to know what most people think about this. I don't want to start something like this unless I know that most agree or can see the logic in it. I know I'm the artist, but I value and love all those that call themselves a fan of mine. I can't thank you enough for being a fan! I know I'm a really kinky guy, but there is a serious side of me that only wants to feel important. I'll be honest for a moment and tell everyone something.

I have very bad self esteem and seek confidence from others. It's an on going problem and no matter what I can never convince myself enough that I am important or that my arts good. I need to hear it from someone. While at conventions I'm often depressed at the start until I have someone say " I know you!" You can call it being an attention whore, but for me I seriously need someone....anyone to simply say their a fan of mine or they value me as a person and artist.

I welcome very much feed back on what I've said.

If you're currently at Furpocalypse right now I hope to see you and talk about something. If you can help me with a little " I saw your journal and I understand." that would go a long way to helping me smile and relax.