I know I'm supposed to be strong and not be worried about this situation of these Isis coming to new York, but as of now, im still staying strong but I'm in desperate mode that it will happen from not only the city's but from where I'm at in the new york area. If this is my last journal before my time has officially come. I love my family, friends, and every one who stood with me since the first encounter. Your love, passion, and support will always be with me in heaven. God bless everyone