Since October 10th of this year I was in a very bad domestic situation with my still bf. It was our 4th year anniversary he snaps, resulting on me having a black eye and my upper and bottom lip busted open. Mind you I been in domestic violence situations one with my father and one with my ex boyfriend. The result was jail but I never had bruises or damages to my face. On October 12th I went back to toledo to stay with my family though I been living in Pittsburgh since October of 2009. I still care about my current bf who made hamburger out of my face but I'm terrified to live with him. Many people who cares about me wants me to break the 4 year relationship off. I just too stressed to realy make a decision. I been looking at apartments for when I do come back to pittsburgh but at the same time I am scared that I will lose all the great friends I have made over the past 4 years with being with my bf cause I met most of them through the bf. I guess you can say I have so much on my plate that I need to figure out for myself. I just in all honesty wished this situation never happened.