Today simply adds to the stupid shit I deal with a daily basis. Fucking hollering over little shit. Like the vacuum didn't go away so there's yelling. My mother and sister are at it again with the fucking yelling and they wonder why I've stormed out before during the middle of fucking family arguments. It makes me physically ill. Everything is just spiraling lately. Working like mad trying to make decent cash but still trying to find a job that has more hours so I get paid more. Trying to work with my student loans now. Trying to keep the car running and get it fixed up more. Trying to lose weight for my health so I don't have a fucking heart attack at 23. Trying to save up to buy a house eventually. Trying and trying and nothing. Just fucking irritated and feeling sick to my stomach. No one to talk to like a mate. My friends don't really respond irl. Idk wtf to do lately. I'd up and leave but I know I won't survive out there yet. Maybe it'll get better. Idk and idc....

I doubt if anyone will actually see this anyway. I just need somewhere to vent and write shit...and no, I don't have depression. I just have tremendous stress.