as the header/title suggests, i'm about to say fuck it and let my buddy mope around and pout. despite all the fucking sorry's i've sent his way, and explaining things to him in full detail he still doesn't see why i'm upset with him or his mate. until he does see what my issue with her is this is the best i'll do. hell he won't even say he's sorry, so until that happens, and he means it, this is the last one he and his "mate" will get until they both also apologize to me, at some point, not to day, or tomorrow, but at some point.

I am sorry for the shit i've been saying to you. i understand your going through a "rough patch" right now, and i do feel very bad about the things i've said/posted. your friend passing away, your living arrangements, college/school, i know all that noise is tough and rough and you don't need this crap, you know i'd love to help a friend in need but due to my recent move back home to New Hampshire i'm jobless and i can't offer anything except emotional support. to his mate(you know who you are) i'm aware you don't like me, and you can hate me if you want to, but don't hate me because of this dumb argument between your mate and me, it's not right and it's not fair you hate me without knowing me 1st. but, i am also sorry for giving you crap as well. your mate had no right bringing you into this and your in the cross fire because of it, again it isn't fair to you and i'm sorry.

well if he doesn't like this, he knows how to fix it, and until i also get an apology it's the best i'll do. we both hurt each other badly, here i am saying i'm sorry, and he's not doing his part, so this is it.

also, as a token of good gesture, his friend is in trouble. not sure about the details, but he's moving, or losing his house? any way here's the link to his journal, help if you can? i would, but i'm broke(like usual) and i don't have a Paypal or anything like that http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:48150708