November 1st

Had some kind of X-Men dream that took place from two side of perspective.
The first was from the perspective of a mutant being kept alive in a lab via tubes and a vat of liquids for the sake of experimentation
since they were a high level mental type of mutant, essentially Jean Grey but not her specifically I don't think?
After an nondescript amount of time in the lab while being tested, pocked and prodded, and all together being treated as a sample not a human
they managed to escape during an episode while one of the scientists or higher ups lost it and took an fire axe to the tiny plastic
prison they were being kept in with blood and screams resulting, afterwards however it was made clear that she had planted the scene
of gore into everyone's minds where as she had actually escaped during the whole ordeal though guy who tried to kill her really was trying on his own.
Then the perspective changed to me controlling a male agent of whatever agency ran the lab or was otherwise called in to clean up their mess,
while searching/hunting for her we would come across odd scenes that showed she had been there such a playground where there were shadows
of children playing without the children to cast them, there was also a small boy or possibly girl curled up in a corner whom we thought had
been attacked by the escaped girl and after some "persuasion" I convinced the others with me to continue the search while I saw to the child.
The area kept replaying a scene of something happening that traumatized the children and made them run away all except the one in the corner
who seemed like they were on the verge of death, something about the child left behind falling from the air which we assumed was them
being attacked by the escaped mutant but as I got close to them and placed a hand on their shoulder I wave a mental images flooded into me
where I could see that it wasn't the girls fault but rather that she was trying to help the childs' suffering after they had fallen from the roof
and nearly killed themselves trying to get a ball down but the girl wasn't present and couldn't just catch him so instead she was trying to ease
his suffering by numbing his sense of pain and letting him experience happy memories as his body shut down from blood loss and so forth.
I received one last blast of imagery from the girl only this time as a personal message as it would seem she realized I was with the child,
it seemed that the only reason I was able to get what I did from the child was because I was supposed to have sleeping talent/power as
a mental type mutant and that was why she felt my presence through them as she was still in their mind until they were to pass.
She "said" many things in the way of images and scenes playing out all at the same time as if time itself was slowed down elsewhere so
that this could be down sort of like the words from the Manowar song Hymn Of The Immortal Warriors where it says the line
"touching all our lives as if he lived and died in a single moment" were as this was in a literal sense of all this information coming to
me at the same time and yet still processing, essentially its was the whole "don't try to find me, I'm not the bad guy, your people are" etcetera
along with the information of the child and such along with one last "gift" which was her releasing me sleeping talent as a mutant...
Aside from making my already borderline abilities truly superhuman I gained the ability to essentially turn into a giant lizard man with
Chameleon like camouflage along with an almost shape-shifting like power though not really, I could also stick to walls.
There was a point where I was nearly "arrested" by my own people because I looked nothing like myself until I shifted back and proved
who I was to them the only way I knew who (through the power of dance!) which was to curse my head off while waving my badge around
and threatening their job security until my superior showed up to claim me, the only reason they would even allow me to continue my work
was because I'd had contact with her and felt I could track her somehow, I began having visions of things to come along with everyone
mutant or otherwise morning someone I didn't know personally though it may have Professor Xavier to be honest?
I recall coming to a point that I wasn't sure what I should I be doing, on one hand it was my job to find her but she really wasn't as huge a
threat as they were making her out to be so I was heavily mixed on what was the right thing to do and eventually caved to talking about
it with my superior who was a lot like K from MIB or maybe Z and was a bit chill despite his long years of service so I confided in him.
Not sure how the rest went as the dream ended not long after, I think I recall some Moulder and Sculley like agents in a meeting?
I also recall something about mermen or mermaids or man-made ones at least, though that was probably from earlier in the dream in the lab...

November 2nd

Had about 6 dreams that I can recall enough to write about, there were some bits and pieces though but of what I don't remember, space maybe?
I recall something about a fantasy adventure and maybe sand or ruins, but god damn it I can't recall what and it's bothering me now ;A;

1. Playing Grand Theft Auto 5 and trying to steal vehicles from the military base as well as just dicking around like usual, mostly in a tank.
Not much else to say about that, pretty self explanatory and all that.

2. Harry Potter dream that despite having plenty of the characters and magic also had enough swordplay to fit in with LOTR.
Not a lot of detail for this one either, essentially think HP but add swords as a common element in the story.

3. Some kind of public event like a festival with a large crowd and me looking into that crowd and seeing many Renamon.
I recall them looking more like fursuits than the actual charater herself, also recall commenting to myself how many there were.
I think it was supposed to be some kind of car show like event but I don't know, many Renamon regardless.

4. Japanese hot-spring, lots of skin shown, some skinship, many breasts and butts. (Doge: much skin, such breast)
Specifically I recall them all being open shared baths so there was a lot of initial awkward "awe crap people, better find another"
until a point where I was about to go into one and a group of girls walked right past me into the change room and by this point
I was kind of upset and audibly complained to myself about it, they then said I was welcome to join them... *cough*
There I am, sitting by myself in a corner of the bath facing away from a group of girls trying not to stare but it was a loosing battle.
Then one particularly "no fucks to give" type walks in and sits near me like I'm not even there, except that she actually looks at me
and does the general acknowledgment of another human being sitting near her, a SLIGHTLY older woman than the others.

5. Underground lab facility below house, genetic experimentation, government goons, crazy cults?
For once a dream about my house was the one I'm currently living in (moved here when I was 12, most of my house dreams are of the old house)
though there were some differences or inconsistencies namely a hidden stairway that lead to an underground research facility of sorts.
We (my brother and I) found an entrance through an old grate that opened to reveal a staircase into darkness, when we followed it
we eventually came to a still lit and very high tech facility of some kind and we decided the smart thing to do was to turn back and
call the proper authorities... After having a TINY look around the immediate area we discovered, this kind of thing doesn't happen every day.
An investigation followed obviously but the team that would do so was hung up elsewhere so there was only like one or two agents doing it
so we should them what we had found thus far including some sort of database room with holographic touch-screens for interfaces.
We (my brother and I) probably weren't supposed to see what we saw but among the mostly encrypted terminals there was one that wasn't
and on it were photos of what seemed to be either animals being turned into people or the other way around...
There were photos of girls in standard test subject like clothes, 4 or 5 lined up for a group shot if memory serves.
There was a bust chart that seemed to show growth over a period of time as well as one photo that had one of the girls missing
but replaced with a cow though the other girls were still acting normal and had an arm on the cows shoulder.
Whether that was to say that girls used to be cows (or other animals) and this was a before photo or that they were being turned
into animals and this was an after photo is unclear, though the latter raises far more questions both moral and practical.
Shortly there after we were forced topside back into the house by the agents, understandably really I mean we were civilians after all.
We noticed that there was an extra cat in the house suddenly playing with our own cat, this one was larger than normal and akin to
a lynx or the sort but mostly black in colour or possibly calico and it seemed perfectly fine with us around, an odd sense of intelligence.
We then noticed that the grate covering the stairway was open and saw a couple other pairs of eyes in the darkness, my brother watched it
while I went to my room and grabbed one of my swords and a belt just in case things got out of hand along with my leather jacket for padding.
We spoke wit one of the agents about it and asked how long it would be before others showed up, we didn't like feeling vulnerable in our home.
One of the creatures we could see was a large rat and by large I mean fantasy scale COULD MURDER SOMEONE large, I needed air before things
got too much to take and not long after it seemed that some of the things from the lab had escaped outside...
I recall that I was supposed to be a rather large fellow in the dream, easily 7 and a half feet which was odd now that I think about it.
I seemed capable of some rather super human like things such as oddly big jumps or running very fast despite being weighed down
by some extra armour bits I'd put on from my collection as no backup had shown up yet and we were finding more creatures by the minute
prior to the escape, while outside trying to round them up I noticed again that the large cat seemed oddly intelligent in that she wasn't
really running from us unlike the others, in this time however I noticed my brother had gone missing and though I first thought the worst
it was made clear that he had been taken along with some of the creatures by some third party that was either originally involved or
had become involved after the facility was re-discovered.
I chased the vehicle that they were in for as long as I could which was considerable given I was in armour plating and it was snowing,
I had to give when the traffic got denser and just when I was loosing hope a large van or otherwise small bus pulled up and opened the door.
It was being driven by a woman wearing a long coat and hood, she told me to get in if I wanted to catch the vehicle, I did so with little thought.
Once inside the door swung shut and the vehicle was moving and it was then I noticed the woman's features, she had scales and some
features of an alligator or crocodile but was still mostly human though that didn't matter much at the time.
She told me that if I would help her get hold of what she was after from the people who took my brother that she would help get him back,
There were these children (I assume as much, they could have been dwarves I suppose?) that also seemed not fully human.
I agreed quickly which seemed to both surprise yet amuse her so odd we went, when we found where they had held up we came in
like the Kool-Aid Man and busted up the place with me causing a distraction while she and her helpers (mostly children) went after what
she came for which in this case seemed to be files.
I found my brother who seemed mostly unharmed if not shaken and we got the F out of dodge along with the woman, afterward she
was very grateful for the help and I asked if she wanted to maybe come with us but she declined.
She seemed bemused that I had agreed to help her so easily if not touched by how I never even asked about her appearance and
whether she was a human turned alligator or the other way around, but she had seen and experienced her share of troubles so
I respected her wish to go our separate ways even if I was little disappointed to be honest.
Looking back on the events of the dream it really does seem like I became super human for some reason, whether that was linked
to the genetic projects of the lab under our house or whatever I don't really know, it was weird though that's for sure.

6. Fallout 3, broken half of Rivet City with mirelurks, then robotic mirelurks.
I was playing a character with sneak and energy weapons, a laser pistol it seemed and was hunting the lurks with it.
Things got odd quickly though when suddenly they were more machine like sounds and all and instead of a laser pistol
I whipped out a gauss smg sort of thing firing blue energy shots, it was weird but they looked cool for killer machine crabs.
They had glowy bits and camera eyes, some floated a little and they all had mechanical sounds with digital audio garbage.
Kind of terrifying but also fun for a dream, helped that I had VATS but it seemed to more slow things down rather than stop time.

November 4th

Had a dream I was walking around a bizarre or otherwise market with an old friend from high school, I stopped at a booth to look at
some crystal containers/vessels (like for liquids) that were quite expensive but lovely looking, while I was checking one out she
came up behind me and leaned over my shoulder (I was bent over/kneeling to look at it on the table top) to look at the same one
and our faces came close, I recall our eyes meeting for a moment I think they closed for bit as well as our cheeks met which was
very warm, pleasant, and all too brief for my liking, we moved on from booth afterwards and the dream carried off.

Not sure how I feel having a dream about an old friend with the theme being like a couple, or REALLY close/good friends at least.
I do recall having a crush on her back then, she was a year ahead of me and one of the heads of the club we were in.
Makes me recall how she made a game of trying to topple me by jumping on my back, she never did get me to stumble over.
Those memories are some of the few times I feel a genuine sense of longing for my school days, my friends and our club...

November 18th

Had a dream about ending up in an academy in the demon world, very Disgaea.
There was something about being on a boat and remembering that I couldn't swim when a leak started, we were then hit by some
kind of water wheel thing in the river but managed to run the boat ashore so I didn't drown.
I think we were being chased but I don't recall fully, we ended up somewhere it seemed we couldn't have mistakenly found.
Like that it couldn't have been that close to where we were and yet there we were, things quickly escalated after finding equipment
in a chest and gearing up for what was to come, some of us started to get stronger from fighting as if it were a game.
Superhuman level powers started being gained for some of us, myself included including a scene where I hopped down a flight of stairs.
The dream jumped and those of us that had gained power were now in an academy along with other superhuman beings, mostly "demons".
I recall some kind of class and a vehicle, so maybe auto shop, there was a lady teacher with impressive "assets".
I remember deciding to go to the cafeteria for lunch and while browsing I was pick pocketed by some halfling type who was short.
Couple of other students asked if I wanted help, told them it was fine since I had them.
Caught them with a chain on my wallet and was thinking of how to act while checking my wallet to see what if anything was missing,
sure enough my money and ID were gone and when I went to "speak" with them they had gotten loose and were running.
I chased them around but they dived into an odd tube thing that seemed for smaller creatures so they weren't being crushed in hallways.
I woke up soon after that out of frustration...

November 18th?

Was just reminded of a dream I had a week or two ago while reading a manga, pages 23 and 24 of Chapter 25 of "Hitomi sensei no Hokenshitsu"
to be precise where I was a kid again playing in my old neighborhood on the street my old house was one.
There were some other younger kids nearby playing and a girl standing to the side, she was a cyclops and felt out of place.
Something about the other kids not so much teasing or being mean as it was that they avoided or ignored her and
didn't want to play with her, spoke to her about how being "weird" didn't mean anything bad, poor thing. :l
Also recall saying something like "being a cyclops is cooler than being "normal" anyway, you can like see ghosts and stuff!" and
she seemed amused by that, man kids are such dicks eh?

November 21st

1. Some kind of Halloween party dream with a game of tag that had an extra rule that your costume could special traits like if you were
a ghost you couldn't be tagged unless the one tagging you had a costume of the same type or of something that could theoretically
tag a ghost like a witch or wizard or Ghostbuster or generic ghost hunter type character.

2. Had a dream that it started snowing, first it was slow visible flakes then it turned into more or a rain like speed and tiny ice bits.
(Was just now told by my mother that this happened earlier today while I was asleep...)

3. Had a dream that I went on a month or so long vacation/trip to Japan, had the problem of not being able to speak much Japanese.
Met a guy who did (might of been a friend, or was supposed to be for the dream) and we hang out for the duration of my visit.
Got back home and realized I hadn't really explained I was going off somewhere to my family so they were like "WTF dude!?".

4. Some kind of fantasy dream with world hopping, ran into a group of two who were fighter/barbarian types (a guy and a girl).
There were some "talking" followed by actual conversational skills and an understanding was formed, I didn't know how I got
there but they seemed to have an idea of who was responsible so we teamed up and set out down the road.
I recall something about finding a way back to my world and my house and then realized they had tagged along.

November 26th

Had a few dreams again, more or less related to each other.

1. First dream was pure paranormal/supernatural type stuff with being in a world where monsters/ghosts/etcetera exist along with humans.
Not 100% sure if the dream looked like live action or anime since it was one of the earlier dreams I had in the night and thus a little fuzzy.
I remember something about flying or floating and a large house where I lived with my (dream) family and many others like a haunted house.
Not sure what I was supposed to be since there wasn't a lot discussion about it, I think that was part of the point though that no one knew what I was?
Something about a reunion or the like going on and waiting for a guest of honor to show up, an uncle I believe?
I recall something about a monster or otherwise ghost hunter group that had managed to trap some of my friends and
trying to rescue them by infiltrating their makeshift HQ, I remember something about surprising them by myself and then
triggering something for the others to come in for a sneak attack, there was some Egon wannabe which was weird.

2. Second dream was more superhuman with powers, specifically I had super strength and toughness.
This one seemed more like it was live action though again there were odd elements so I can't be 100% about that.
There was something about a lab and mad scientist with some kind of lava based doomsday device or some such.
I ended up beating it by using one of it's controls to shut off the flow and then broke the control used so it couldn't be turned on again?
My secondary choice was going to be just smashing it until it stopped which I explained to the others when they asked.
I recall being in some sort of HQ after that with the other superhumans being given the tour as I was being invited to join.
I remember seeing two girls in particular with one being a fox or wolf girl and the other being a lizard girl, they didn't seem
to care about clothes as I don't recall seeing them in any which was... Nice.

I recall other mixed stuff between all of these but they're so muddled now I can't make sense of them.
A considerable amount of time passed between the second and third dream including a moment of being awake in bed
before falling back asleep and having more mixed stuff before the final bit happened.

3. The third and final dream seemed to be loosely related to the other two dreams, like a mashup of some kind.
This dream definitely looked like an anime, I can say this without a doubt unlike the other two.
It seemed to pull references from some other sources like the main villain type and character designs along with concepts.
I was once again a paranormal/supernatural being that didn't quite know what they were but I was also really strong and tough.
Someone important had been kidnapped and taken to the world of monsters/spirits and they were either a sibling, friend, or royalty.
They were a little cyclops girl with white hair and a red eye, the character design once again reminded me of "Hitomi Sensei" or "Monster Musume".
They were being held captive by a grey skinned vampire or otherwise demon like looking self proclaimed lord of the monsters/spirits,
his design and the general feel I got of the scenes involving him felt like "Rosario Vampire" and he was not a nice person and
this was not as clean or friendly a dream as the previous two because of him much like some parts of that anime.
I was with what seemed to be my (dream) grandfather and some of my friends who were the only ones able to get into this place
while the others fought as a distraction, there were these odd spirit blimp things that acted as transportation between the realms.
We were on one such blimp thing and managed to get to where we needed without being found out, after disembarking which was
done via a umbilical cord like docking tube we discovered that we had taken full monster forms and when we asked "grandpa"
why that was the case, he said that our human forms were only for the human world, though some monsters/spirits look human to an extent.
My friends and I didn't really look like much of anything I could compare us to though the grandfather looked a bit like a terrestrial lizard,
I don't recall is some of us were still bipedal or not but we didn't really look human that much is for sure also that we seemed to
not be adults though I don't think I was in the previous two dreams either?
We came to a large chamber that seemed to be where the "lord" was and the cyclops girl next to him in a seat of her own.
He tried to make some speech or otherwise monologue to her about how pointless it was to resist but she just huffed and turned away
while closing her eye from him to which he audibly growled/hissed and stood up to slowly walk towards us.
As he took each step the stone floor where he stepped made an acid like imprint that turned into a small foot shaped/sized pool.
He stopped for a moment near the body of another who had tried to challenge him, a lady warrior by the looks of it.
He dipped his finger into one of the pools and smeared the acid like liquid onto a wound on the body (they may have been alive)
and they began to twitch and convulse which he ignored and continued walking towards us.
He acknowledged the grandfather as an elder of some sort but all I could remember was the blood boiling feeling I had around him
partly do to the whole kidnapping thing but also for some other reason I wasn't aware of, he seemed amused by that when he
noticed me glaring but his amusement shifted to uneasiness that he himself didn't seem to understand or if he did that wouldn't share it.
The body he had touched from before began to shift and twist like the liquid had some sort of mutational qualities or otherwise
evil transformation properties that corrupted and changed those it entered, they quickly became more monstrous.
Some sort of fight took place if you can call it that, it was all over before it even began and we were on the floor.
The girl that had been sitting came up and seemed to have begged him to stop, the two walked away down a spiral
staircase out of sight to which I believe I picked up and threw something that curved and ricocheted that then hit the "lord"
to which an audible "Ouch!" was heard followed by a call for who had thrown it which we of course didn't answer but one of
the "lords" guards or otherwise servants did and I recall saying something like "Snitch!" which seemed childish enough.
He was then ordered to "punish" whomever had thrown the thing though it seemed that he didn't know who otherwise I doubt he would have
given it was the "child" that had somehow been intimidated by so turning them into some monstrous thing would probably backfire.
The servant did as ordered and took out what looked like a sponge on a stick and dipped it into a small pool and pressed against me
face as the sponge was being dissolved, I recall spitting back at them but quickly felt a burning sensation inside me.
I remember what felt like my mind melting away as my vision blurred and we were being tossed someplace, I didn't seem to be
changing like the other poor soul but it did feel like "something" was changing on the inside of me.

I woke up right about then so I don't recall how it ended, I did get the feeling after laying there in bed though that I was going to have
gained some new power or form or that the transformation properties of the liquid were going to help me become what I was meant to be?
It's kind of hard to explain since I don't know if others experience the same thing after waking up like that but when I wake up from a dream
that doesn't have a ending I tend to be able to make sense of it and just sort of feel what was supposed to happen?
In this case I had the feeling that the thing I didn't know what I was, was a dragon and that was the reason why the "lord" felt what he had.
That the liquid wasn't going to succeed in twisting me so much as help me "awaken" to my full form and power since I was otherwise
too young and inexperienced to have that power on my own just yet, that I was going to become stronger and ultimately eviscerate
the great grey douche of a lord with god damned dragon powers and probably save the cyclops girl but who knows.

November 28th

I had... One very long fantasy adventure type of dream that continued even after waking up and falling back asleep.

The whole thing felt like a mix between some games and anime I've seen over the years with a basic "hero is summoned to another world"
type of plot though maybe summon is too strong a word given that it was more like invited or otherwise found my way there?
I recall a tiny character named Mr Burlow that was a bespectacled mouse of some kind in a suit vest and hat with a mustachioed visage.
He reminded me of the father/mayor from the Poppy O'Possum web comic for his overall design though a mouse rather than a cat character,
he had an English accent if I recall properly like an old British business man or explorer perhaps?
I was still pretty young at the beginning of the dream since I distinctly recall having a shorter point of view and was being treated
like a child in the whole "What, THIS is the one you found?" type of way though by the end of the dream I was an adult.
The setting/mechanics of the dream reminded me a bit of Ni no Kuni with at some point traveling between worlds to fix something?
There was something about one of my earliest obstacles being in an old yet small kingdom that I believe was elven?
There was a giant old stone gate of some sort that cut off the path to an exit we needed to take as there was no other
way to get there even if we tried to go around the city which would also be dangerous to try with my inexperience.
The only way to open the gate was to have the crown of the king which was a problem given that the king couldn't seem
to care less about the gate being shut but as we looked into it it became clear that something was stopping him from caring.
I forget what exactly it was we did to fix the problem but I do recall talking to him before and after and that we agreed he would
lend me the crown to open the gate (couldn't be buggered to do it himself) but he and his chancellor not thinking I could do it.
Mr Burlow and myself then started looking for a way to fix the problem which resulted in us going back to my world,
I don't fully recall what we did to fix the problem but I do recall creeping around a house while tiny and avoiding a cat.
When we eventually got back and returned to the king (I recall going through some glowing portal like thing to cross over)
he and the chancellor were surprised to say the least but even when the chancellor voiced complaints the king brushed it aside
saying that he could tell we had been the ones to solve what had been ailing him or something along those lines.
He had us given the crown and when it was sat on my head it slid down a bit do to my still small head, the chancellor insisted
on accompanying us to the gate (mostly to rub it in our faces if we failed I'm sure) so that we didn't just run off with the crown.
When we got to the big old stone gate there was a bit of a crowd forming as I stood before it getting some sort of spell ready,
it was taking quite a bit of power and concentration to do which makes sense as to why the old king wouldn't or couldn't do it
himself given how weak and or lazy he seemed to be, the chancellor piped up but Mr Burlow gave him verbal smack.
Once I finished the spell or whatever it was the gate began to slowly open, it was rater large and made of stone so it was heavy.
It almost more dwarven than elven though the accents and inlays seemed a bit more elegant than practical so probably not dwarven.
There was an old elf watching the event unfold and though I'm unsure if there were tears he did seem misty eyed as he
said something along the lines of "1000 years, I never though I'd see the day" which then seemed to me that had been like a young
child when the gate had closed for good, possibly recalling old times of adventurers and such with the wonder of a child...
Anyway, we handed to the crown to the chancellor and deterred a thief who had thought to snag it as we left.
Our journey seemed kind of pieced together throughout the dream, most likely from waking up at times and my brain
pulling resources and references from other works I've seen over the years like at one point with a pirate that in essence
resembled Captain Horn from the Monster Rancher anime, I also recall a bit of a war at some point and traveling between worlds again.
There was some point of being sent back in time or some other type of messed up mix up with the portal, I aged throughout
the course of the dream and more of a young man by the time I had returned back to the magical world after some absence.
I remember noticing that a number of things seemed different or out of place upon my return including when I met with the Captain
once again and just seemed so defeated with life after something that happened with his ship and or crew...
I recall some characters that resembled those from Sonic to a degree, such as Tails especially. (that rhymed XD)
Things really started to get fuzzy around this point, most likely because I had been waking up and falling back asleep
quite a bit so things were being muddled rather badly, the last vivid piece of the dream I can recall was after I had been
laying in bed thinking about the other parts of the dream from beforehand and ended up falling back asleep enough to visually dream.
I was older once again, now more of 18 to early 20's age and living at home staring out the window in contempt with my
current life and trying to look back on my travels and take refuge in my memories of what seemed like a more fulfilling time.
I was still trying to go back to the other world but couldn't seem to manage a way to do so with each attempt ending in failure,
that is until the last attempt which left me weak and seeing spots for a moment before feeling like something was going to happen.
I gathered my strength and wondered outside the house where an overcast sky welcomed me, there were some people around like
neighbors or family that looked surprised if not relieved to see me outside again or even just doing anything.
I stood there for a while before feeling like I'd been wasting my time and that those days were in the past for good, just then
I heard a familiar small voice call out from nearby, I recognized it right away as Mr Burlow and started searching like a madman.
When I found the source huddled in tall grass it was indeed Mr Burlow the old mouse that he was, but something was wrong.
He was injured, badly... I reached to him and he climbed onto my palm now much larger then it was in our travels.
He had been attacked by "something" when he tried to answer my calls from just before which left me with a sting
of guilt that this only happened because he tried to reach me again, I recall being on both knees in the grass with others
starting to come over only to gasp in surprise when they what I was holding and talking to.
I recall slowly though maybe quickly tearing up as I said his name over and over, held onto my thumb to prop himself up
and said he could only manage the trip more time meaning that if he brought me there he couldn't return me to my home.
It's possible more time passed then it seemed but, I don't recall taking very long to make my decision, I chose to go with him.
There in the grass before me a portal slowly grew shimmering as it had all those times before, reminding me of when I'd
first agreed to go with him to another world, I remember his trembling in my hand and my tears and then nothing but white, then black.
I woke up in bed laying there like a idiot with the remains of tears in my eyes as I tend to when I wake up from emotional dreams.