Well life goes and little change has improved my life a bit. got away from my stressful mother and now i am basically a glorified chofer my grandmother, who is rather stubborn and rather annoying in other ways. mostly its about stuff that i get that she complains about her not liking that i get for myself. she is rather opinionated and stubborn, and not the "set in your ways type".

still no job even though i need one in a few ways to get the stuff i want i'm covered, how ever limited, in the stuff i need thanks to S.N.A.P. (Supplemental Nutrition Assistance Program) or what was called food stamps in the past. America is in dire need of change in so may areas.

But then again its another Christmas another time of year to feel even less useful and worthless and other negative emotions along with the feeling Poor like always.