I've think I lost it. I used to have so much joy writing, drawing or practice drawing, and gaming. With the rut I'm in, I'm starting to not care, and I hate feeling like this. Writing was what I lived for, and I had the drive to start drawing. If anyone wants to give me a small story to write or anything, let me know. I need something to focus on besides work, and I hope you guys understand this moment of weakness I'm displaying.