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The Road here...
10 years ago
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It's been a long one, and I have reached two milestones in the past month.
200K views
I like round numbers XD and the unmber 226. But I was looking at my views on my page and noticed that it was at 200K views.That scrubbed any 200k picture I wanted to do, as it happened when iw asn't paying attention XD. It's too far over now to bother.
1000 uploaded pictures
If you count the scraps I have pu tup recently, the 1000th picture was:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18018065/
A birthday picture on my birthday none the less!
Here are ones that have come close depending on what you count and don't:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18029295/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18038595/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18057003/
Now, I could go count the scraps, and make a celebratory 1000th picture. As many scraps as I have, there are 34 more pictures to go before I have 1000 submitted pictures in my ain gallery. So a 1k Pic is possible, and I shall think about it.
I want to say it's been a long road here, but looking back at it, and my 10 years on FA right now it feels like such a short ammount of time from this point.
I've made alot of friends in the past decade, lost contact with some and some have stayed in contact.(Some kinda... disappeared from my group, but are still active otherwise, but remain silent in my attempts to contact them) Friends that have helped shape me into what I am today, helped me through hard times and freinds that have created hard times.
Life isn't easy, and I have learned in my time here that the less shit I cause for other people, maybe they will cause less shit for others, and looking forward to the day when no one causes shit for anyone anywhere. I try to be the friend that I want to have. I want to listen and I'll tell you when I don't. I ask to explian what they mean, so that they can tell me what/how they feel about something, good or bad. Most of all I like to think, I want to know everything, because problems arise when you don't know or won't ask.
I've never really done a milestone journal, or not one that I can remember, so I don't really know how these things tend to go. I've seen some where they link a few favorite pictures, tag some friends, ect. I can't really do that, or just look at my submissions. At one point in time, each picture was important to me, because I made it. I took the time to set out and make a picture that made me happy or someone else.
Each friend is/was important to me. Even the ones that have cut themselves off from me, or I cut them off. Because for good or for bad, you all have shaped me into what I am today. Every interaction, trade and so on is all part of an experience that has been our lives. I don't want to say I don't have time for everyone, I'd love to get to know each one of you that is active here for whatever length of time, but it would be an impossible task.
I've come to understand, or accept that I may not understand the people that I pushed away close to 2 years ago now. Things have happened, problems were created and solved, attitudes were angered and sorrowed in this process. I have come to understand that it is the way things have happened. Keeping a grudge has done me no good, it has infact done more bad. It wasn't an easy thing, as I have come to realize that there is alot of reasons for things, both in or out of my/other's controls. What happened, happened, placing blame on anyone is a useless gesture as it doesn't solve anything. I hold no resentment towards anyone, as hard as that may be to beleive.
FA isn't youtube, there aren't hundreds of millions of viewers here. (I don't know the official active FA user stats) So there isn't any specific point where things avalanche into absurd portions, but I have noticed alot of growth over the past few years. I can't say I know what popular is and I can't say I don't want to be 'popular', but whatever people deem me worthy of, I guess I shall take what is given XD.
Plans
I don't have official plans, a point where I want to be or goals. I think those are limiting, funneling effort and time into making something happen all while ignoring things that pop up and may be good ideas.
So instead I will go where my muse takes me, draw what pops into my head or what inspires me to draw something along those lines. I've bene trying to define what I draw, what I do and what kind of artist to call myself. I do alot of transformations, rubber, fetish, snuffish stuff, bondage and all of any gender or species. I'd list what all you'd see here, but I don't know anyone that doesn't know already and new people to my page aren't likey to get this far in the journal.
One thing that I can;t understand is the few people that have sent a note "I unwatched because of x". I watch a few artists where I don't like everything they do, but the things I do like tend to be something worth watching them for. When I see something I don't like, I merely pass it up and move on.
People tend to hate, downrate, and comment "OMG, Disgusting!" on the pictures they do not like. They actively look at a picture they don't like or agree with, they put a comment down in that picture's page. People willingly take time out of their day to do something active on a thing they don't like. Why bother?
Why freely choose to give up your time for something that is meaningless? Take your energy and put it into something you like, devote your energy to making what you like better and don't waste it. I've come across pictures that are not my thing, but I found elements inside it that I do like. I save it or not and move on, I spend my time and energy looking for what I like, thinking about what I like and leave what I don't like to others, let them be unbothered with their interests.
Well, it has been an intersting decade to say the least. I don't know what they next 10 years will hold, but it will happen as it happens.
Time to unfurl the canvas of my muse and check the spinning compass of life. There is a sunrise on the horizon and events to fill the sails and push me along. Take the helm, life is the biggest adventure anyone can set forth on.
200K views
I like round numbers XD and the unmber 226. But I was looking at my views on my page and noticed that it was at 200K views.That scrubbed any 200k picture I wanted to do, as it happened when iw asn't paying attention XD. It's too far over now to bother.
1000 uploaded pictures
If you count the scraps I have pu tup recently, the 1000th picture was:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18018065/
A birthday picture on my birthday none the less!
Here are ones that have come close depending on what you count and don't:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18029295/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18038595/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18057003/
Now, I could go count the scraps, and make a celebratory 1000th picture. As many scraps as I have, there are 34 more pictures to go before I have 1000 submitted pictures in my ain gallery. So a 1k Pic is possible, and I shall think about it.
I want to say it's been a long road here, but looking back at it, and my 10 years on FA right now it feels like such a short ammount of time from this point.
I've made alot of friends in the past decade, lost contact with some and some have stayed in contact.(Some kinda... disappeared from my group, but are still active otherwise, but remain silent in my attempts to contact them) Friends that have helped shape me into what I am today, helped me through hard times and freinds that have created hard times.
Life isn't easy, and I have learned in my time here that the less shit I cause for other people, maybe they will cause less shit for others, and looking forward to the day when no one causes shit for anyone anywhere. I try to be the friend that I want to have. I want to listen and I'll tell you when I don't. I ask to explian what they mean, so that they can tell me what/how they feel about something, good or bad. Most of all I like to think, I want to know everything, because problems arise when you don't know or won't ask.
I've never really done a milestone journal, or not one that I can remember, so I don't really know how these things tend to go. I've seen some where they link a few favorite pictures, tag some friends, ect. I can't really do that, or just look at my submissions. At one point in time, each picture was important to me, because I made it. I took the time to set out and make a picture that made me happy or someone else.
Each friend is/was important to me. Even the ones that have cut themselves off from me, or I cut them off. Because for good or for bad, you all have shaped me into what I am today. Every interaction, trade and so on is all part of an experience that has been our lives. I don't want to say I don't have time for everyone, I'd love to get to know each one of you that is active here for whatever length of time, but it would be an impossible task.
I've come to understand, or accept that I may not understand the people that I pushed away close to 2 years ago now. Things have happened, problems were created and solved, attitudes were angered and sorrowed in this process. I have come to understand that it is the way things have happened. Keeping a grudge has done me no good, it has infact done more bad. It wasn't an easy thing, as I have come to realize that there is alot of reasons for things, both in or out of my/other's controls. What happened, happened, placing blame on anyone is a useless gesture as it doesn't solve anything. I hold no resentment towards anyone, as hard as that may be to beleive.
FA isn't youtube, there aren't hundreds of millions of viewers here. (I don't know the official active FA user stats) So there isn't any specific point where things avalanche into absurd portions, but I have noticed alot of growth over the past few years. I can't say I know what popular is and I can't say I don't want to be 'popular', but whatever people deem me worthy of, I guess I shall take what is given XD.
Plans
I don't have official plans, a point where I want to be or goals. I think those are limiting, funneling effort and time into making something happen all while ignoring things that pop up and may be good ideas.
So instead I will go where my muse takes me, draw what pops into my head or what inspires me to draw something along those lines. I've bene trying to define what I draw, what I do and what kind of artist to call myself. I do alot of transformations, rubber, fetish, snuffish stuff, bondage and all of any gender or species. I'd list what all you'd see here, but I don't know anyone that doesn't know already and new people to my page aren't likey to get this far in the journal.
One thing that I can;t understand is the few people that have sent a note "I unwatched because of x". I watch a few artists where I don't like everything they do, but the things I do like tend to be something worth watching them for. When I see something I don't like, I merely pass it up and move on.
People tend to hate, downrate, and comment "OMG, Disgusting!" on the pictures they do not like. They actively look at a picture they don't like or agree with, they put a comment down in that picture's page. People willingly take time out of their day to do something active on a thing they don't like. Why bother?
Why freely choose to give up your time for something that is meaningless? Take your energy and put it into something you like, devote your energy to making what you like better and don't waste it. I've come across pictures that are not my thing, but I found elements inside it that I do like. I save it or not and move on, I spend my time and energy looking for what I like, thinking about what I like and leave what I don't like to others, let them be unbothered with their interests.
Well, it has been an intersting decade to say the least. I don't know what they next 10 years will hold, but it will happen as it happens.
Time to unfurl the canvas of my muse and check the spinning compass of life. There is a sunrise on the horizon and events to fill the sails and push me along. Take the helm, life is the biggest adventure anyone can set forth on.
merry xmas and happy holidays
-stay awesome
Best of luck and continue to kick ass!!