wednesday is my last day of absolute horseshit in terms of adult bs and schedule. i've been super nervous about this service for my dad that we're having for the volunteers of the food pantry he was VP of, cause everyone's gonna wanna talk to me and they might expect ME to talk and like, god no please why jesus.
i'm meeting with my primary care doctor tomorrow about doses and meds and stuff and hopefully she helps me decide what's best, and gives me something for these anxiety attacks because chest pain is not fun and that's what i've been dealing with lately (see also: the threat of public speaking).

Thursday i am streaming come hell or high water, cause i've got a freaking sweet piece for to do, and nothing on this green earth (it still hasn't snowed here) is gonna keep me from drawing sexy ladies. if a couple people would like to also get stream commissions Thursday that is A-Okay, if not, i'll just work on colouring the gore YCHs.

because aside from gore YCH's i think i'm gonna put a pause on commissions for just a short while, cause i have a lot of gifts to paint for relatives and stuff.

thank you so much! see you in stream Thursday~