I dont really care much for life or emotion anymore. I have almost no friends, no job, and no mate. So why should i care about anything anymore. Hell, my mom goes out to drink every other week then comes home drunk as hell and forces herself on me. I dont do anything because if i do me and my sister wont have anyone to take care of us. So just fuck all of it. So I hope my death comes soon so I wont have to suffer anymore.