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New year=new me[update]
9 years ago
Just an update.
I was thrusted back into work over a week ago when they desperately needed me, which is why ive been quiet. Ive been working as much as I can because I want to have enough for my bills and some left to get groceries. They started me back at the same rate, $12, so I don't want to worry for once. Though witch Christmas this week and me having no money that upsets me. I get paid Christmas eve, guess we shall see how much my check is to know if I can get any gifts. Other wise ill be giving gifts after the holidays when I have a steady flow again. Im also working on art gifts for many people, especially since I can't offer much else atm. But I doubt ill get them all done by christmas. Who knows.
This is the first year I won't be home with my family family for christmas. I just don't have the money to go home, plus ive been home a lot the past few months. But it hasn't felt like christmas anyway....honestly I haven't had a nice christmas in a long time. My life has just been a complete mess since my final year of college. But anyway.
I have a lot of changes I want to make with me and my life. I have a lot of goals I hope to achieve. And I just want 2016 to be refreshing, happy, and full of success for once in my damn life....I want and desperately need a change in many ways. Just sucks that money is required -_-
But ill be changing my profile here around, adding, updating, just making things new and different. Ill be revamping my commissions completely. How I take them, my contact, possibly my prices. I want to make a website and just make everything easier and more professional. I have things I need to get in order to improve in my art, update my portfolio, and start animating again.....I genuinely miss animating so much..but good quality things, like programs and a new desktop or macbook, cost lots of money. And I have awful credit...another thing im trying to fix T_T so I know things will take time but I think it will help me to get organized with everything.
but anyway, I have tomorrow off. Praise. Ive been working a lot of mornings, which I don't mind, but my body isn't used to getting up at 6:30am or going to bed really early, so ive been pretty tired. Just gotta get into that habit again. Ill also be focusing on my health ALOT. Im done with this weight gain for no reason. Im over hating myself and feeling like shit. I want myself back and I want to be me...not this black hole ive become. So I have many focuses and goals and I believe with organization and determination I can get back on track. Ill talk more about that later but now for more art <3
I was thrusted back into work over a week ago when they desperately needed me, which is why ive been quiet. Ive been working as much as I can because I want to have enough for my bills and some left to get groceries. They started me back at the same rate, $12, so I don't want to worry for once. Though witch Christmas this week and me having no money that upsets me. I get paid Christmas eve, guess we shall see how much my check is to know if I can get any gifts. Other wise ill be giving gifts after the holidays when I have a steady flow again. Im also working on art gifts for many people, especially since I can't offer much else atm. But I doubt ill get them all done by christmas. Who knows.
This is the first year I won't be home with my family family for christmas. I just don't have the money to go home, plus ive been home a lot the past few months. But it hasn't felt like christmas anyway....honestly I haven't had a nice christmas in a long time. My life has just been a complete mess since my final year of college. But anyway.
I have a lot of changes I want to make with me and my life. I have a lot of goals I hope to achieve. And I just want 2016 to be refreshing, happy, and full of success for once in my damn life....I want and desperately need a change in many ways. Just sucks that money is required -_-
But ill be changing my profile here around, adding, updating, just making things new and different. Ill be revamping my commissions completely. How I take them, my contact, possibly my prices. I want to make a website and just make everything easier and more professional. I have things I need to get in order to improve in my art, update my portfolio, and start animating again.....I genuinely miss animating so much..but good quality things, like programs and a new desktop or macbook, cost lots of money. And I have awful credit...another thing im trying to fix T_T so I know things will take time but I think it will help me to get organized with everything.
but anyway, I have tomorrow off. Praise. Ive been working a lot of mornings, which I don't mind, but my body isn't used to getting up at 6:30am or going to bed really early, so ive been pretty tired. Just gotta get into that habit again. Ill also be focusing on my health ALOT. Im done with this weight gain for no reason. Im over hating myself and feeling like shit. I want myself back and I want to be me...not this black hole ive become. So I have many focuses and goals and I believe with organization and determination I can get back on track. Ill talk more about that later but now for more art <3
Im always here for you if you need someone to talk to <3
Though I'm happy to know that I'll be saying it on the very day, Happy holidays dear. <3 we'll see to it that 2016 is a good year with good experiences to balance out the usual bouts of crap that are liable to come up.