God I feel like anytime I post here its just an update on my stupid, complicated, shitty life. And im so sorry for that. Its like everytime I get put in the right direction I get halted or thrown off course entirely.

Anyway I haven't posted much because I haven't connected my scanner to my laptop yet, its wireless, I just haven't had the time. My jobs been good but some things have happened lately that make me hesitant. I understand retail is it's own beast and stuff but its been a bit hard. Mostly though its just been dealing with my depression and wrist issues. But Im getting those things sorted out. I have an apt to get both wrists custom braces and one to see a new psychiatrist, not all is lost.

My mother got back surgery a week ago so ive been helping to take care of her. Unfortunately that say day my grandmother, her mom, passed away a bit unexpectedly. My family on that side isn't...really close..and has alot of issues so its been rough to say the least. Thank god for Tiikeri being there for me <3 Ive also been sick on an off for a bit. Thanksgiving I got violently ill with some sort of stomach bug, now I have a bad sinus cold. So its been rocky.

But im really hoping things even out soon and I can catch up! I also stupidly packed some sketchbooks in a different place and they got stuck in storage for a while. They were books I had been using with relevant things in it -__- It took me a long while of looking around and thinking I had somehow left them at the old place in DE before I thought to check the storage unit. So I have those back now and can continue certain pieces.

Speaking of DE my old landlord was also a problem, still is. He kept all of our deposit and told Tiiker and I we owed him thousands of more dollars in damages. And I know we left that apt looking better then when we came. He tried to tell me alot of bullshit, carpets were ruined, walls were ruined, that we basically destroyed the place when we didn't. I took pictures and everything. He also didn't take out names off the electric bill and didn't pay the bill for 3 months, while that goes on Tiikeris credit. It was a huge mess and he kept out security deposit, never sent me a bill or everything he replaced and what we "owed him" and then refused to answer my calls, texts, emails, everything. So the fucker scammed us out of $700 more or less. And its been a mess since. I know we will never see that money back which sucks. But at least we dont live there anymore or have to deal with him. Our new apt is lovely and in a good location.

Im really hoping to get shit together in the next few weeks, and have my meds solid and my wrists improving so I can focus on my art here and building everything again. I work part time so I have more time for all of that, it just seems like the past couple of months have been a little complicated.

But im not dead, im here, and im getting back on my feet. If you need to speak to me your best bet is Telegram! Alice_Alexia is me, I just may not answer immediately depending on if im working or helping mom.

Thank you all<3