Well shit
9 years ago
I no longer can't afford wifi now i'm over due on payments there i forgot to pay cause either was too focus on my finances and bills i had before. So Now Im On Data Which Sucks When Sharing It With My family. What worst it happen on Christmas eve. Best Christmas ever T_T. It's a real struggle now and it's hard when your paycheck it shitty.
I need to find a way to make more money cause I don't get upgrade on my paycheck till months so I can't really do things I use to do. I'm pretty much in a dark deep hole atm. I really need help ><
Anyways Merry Christmas to all of you. Have a great holiday with your families and friends.
I need to find a way to make more money cause I don't get upgrade on my paycheck till months so I can't really do things I use to do. I'm pretty much in a dark deep hole atm. I really need help ><
Anyways Merry Christmas to all of you. Have a great holiday with your families and friends.
People will eat that shit right up. Open a paypal and get goin'~
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Nothing changes if nothing changes, and you clearly want some, so you need to seek it out, push for it. Complaining gets you nothing.
I'm not unsympathetic to your situation, personally I'd never share my data with people, that shit can be expensive. I don't know your situation very much, but I really hope it changes for your better.
I honestly think all people who have "family problems" would do well to try hoofing it on their very own for at least a month, moving out, getting a roommate or 7, and being free of family for a while.
I've been in that kind of a situation where I just left for a week (that I went to PA last year) to have my own time and space, but I am giving you some honest suggestions to try and help you out. Please don't think I'm judging you or trying to be negative, I just think perhaps a good step back and review of your circumstances and goals/dreams be evaluated by yourself in a time when you've got a cool head and not stressing out.
Making decisions while angry or upset or in any negative headspace cannot benefit in the long run. Talk with your bf, see what he can offer if anything. But do not rely on other people to bail you out, sometimes that's just not possible and only you can get yourself out of things you don't like.
That's just life, and it can be really hard, but the at least reassuring thing, is that you are not alone, and many people have this struggle in one way or another and sometimes multiple times in their lives.
So reassess, write some stuff down (journals are awesome, vent art perhaps, a personal book form journal), maybe go for a run, punch some things, play a sport, get some fresh air, honestly it does wonders, also eat a banana or two. I don't remember the science of it, but bananas make you happier.
Hope you can make some real change in this new year, you can do this is you don't give up.