really just don't, I'm not the kind of person to care unless its for a good reason.
everyone has there own life and I'm not here to control any of them.
don't even assume too quickly on what I'm thinking or for who I am.
I've changes and I'm not here to play any games but to enjoy life even if threes destruction in my path.
those who have made my life feel bad in the past for what I did or about to do.
i don't even care on your thoughts of me. I'd even rather be alone then to have negativity in my life.
But I'm glad I made friends here in Alaska. kind of thought i was going to be alone for the longest time when i was in Germany.
but yea its either be with me or be without me.
if I were to make any negative impact in anyone's life I hope to make up for it. As long as it doesn't impact on anyone else life and ruin them.
otherwise I'm fine in the position i am at right now. I'm doing fine just kickboxing and sword fighting and being a furry.
even if I don't have dreams or motivation at least I can try and enjoy life. I have my own resolve into keep on living until my end comes.
plus I don't care about being better or worse then anyone. I care about having a challenge, one that gets my blood boiling.

I don't care about burning my bridges or creating them.
if you can't handle my flame then just get burned.

I won't forget the past but I won't let it hold me back anymore.
I won't even let my ADD be my weakness or my sisters death become my burden.

no blood, no bone, no ash.