It doesn't feel the same ever since I tried to forget.
just can't get rid of this abyss in my heart.
no matter how hard I want to forget.
that unfriending left a scar in me and I don't know why it won't heal for the last year.
i mean really why does it have to be so much a burden to hold.
I mean i just wish I was forgiven for anything I did.
for the past year I've been trying so hard to just forget and move on but yet it still bugs me.

like why can't I heal this permanent black heart of mine.
I just wish I had an answer but I don't want you to have me as the kind of friend anymore.
just hoping you have a fun life y'know and that I know you would forget me so its ok.
I don't mind this kind of life even if I want to be left dead in the cold.

just wish to know the answer...