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I'm... not doing well
9 years ago
This is not going to be a good month, And it hasn't been a good month in a while....
So um... Here it goes
I'm 26 years old, and i've hit a very rough patch in my life. Clinically i've been diagnosed with Double Depression aka Dysthymia. It's a coombination of Chronic Depression and clinical depression. I also suffer from ADD. THe combination of these Disorders can be very parylizing. It usually manifests in less of a desire not to do things, and more of an inability to. It's gotten so bad that i've actualy been diagnosed as mentally handicapped, and that thought alone hurts quite a bit.
Recently, I lost my job (it was seasonal), and i've been trying to look for a new one. But I've had little success. I also signed up for a program called DVR that is hopefully, going to help me get to a place that i can actually live more independantly. However, this is a government program, which means it takes time.
So, here I am, reaching out for help. Any money that is donated will be used for the essentials, such as rent, food, electricity, and transportation to hopefully help me make it through this trying time in my life. Honestly, I really don't like asking for help. I've always belived that if you try hard enough that you can do things on your own. But the reality is, I can't. I've tried for many years, and managed to barely scrape by.
Looking a head for the next couple of weeks I'm not sure how much, or if i'll be able to eat anything.
If...... If you can find it in your heart to help me out. You'd have my undying gratitude. Since I can't give much back. For FA i suppose that If you donate, Please tell me and i would be happy to write any kind of story for you, No cost, No restrictions... since that's the only thing i'm any good at and i feel like i need to give something back.
This is a very hard thing for me to write and... If i can't make it this month, and Can't turn my life around, well... I loose everything.
My computer
My apartment
My belongings
My cat...
My Freedom
I'll be moved to a "Higher level of care" which entails a group home. It will be at least nine months until i'll, maybe, hopefully, be able to be me again. It might be much longer.
So... please, i need some help, Anything you can do will mean the world to me. Even if it's just shareing this Journal. There's a link below if you feel like you want to donate.
Thanks....
https://www.gofundme.com/h4244ydw
So um... Here it goes
I'm 26 years old, and i've hit a very rough patch in my life. Clinically i've been diagnosed with Double Depression aka Dysthymia. It's a coombination of Chronic Depression and clinical depression. I also suffer from ADD. THe combination of these Disorders can be very parylizing. It usually manifests in less of a desire not to do things, and more of an inability to. It's gotten so bad that i've actualy been diagnosed as mentally handicapped, and that thought alone hurts quite a bit.
Recently, I lost my job (it was seasonal), and i've been trying to look for a new one. But I've had little success. I also signed up for a program called DVR that is hopefully, going to help me get to a place that i can actually live more independantly. However, this is a government program, which means it takes time.
So, here I am, reaching out for help. Any money that is donated will be used for the essentials, such as rent, food, electricity, and transportation to hopefully help me make it through this trying time in my life. Honestly, I really don't like asking for help. I've always belived that if you try hard enough that you can do things on your own. But the reality is, I can't. I've tried for many years, and managed to barely scrape by.
Looking a head for the next couple of weeks I'm not sure how much, or if i'll be able to eat anything.
If...... If you can find it in your heart to help me out. You'd have my undying gratitude. Since I can't give much back. For FA i suppose that If you donate, Please tell me and i would be happy to write any kind of story for you, No cost, No restrictions... since that's the only thing i'm any good at and i feel like i need to give something back.
This is a very hard thing for me to write and... If i can't make it this month, and Can't turn my life around, well... I loose everything.
My computer
My apartment
My belongings
My cat...
My Freedom
I'll be moved to a "Higher level of care" which entails a group home. It will be at least nine months until i'll, maybe, hopefully, be able to be me again. It might be much longer.
So... please, i need some help, Anything you can do will mean the world to me. Even if it's just shareing this Journal. There's a link below if you feel like you want to donate.
Thanks....
https://www.gofundme.com/h4244ydw
I tried to put some money up, butthe page sadly tells me, it is unable to authorize the payment :(
*a huge Tigress-hug from Raja*