There is a time in everyones life, when one should spend time away and consider what has been done so far is good or bad, and which way to continue on the paths available. In the last few days, i caused way too much discomfort, sadness, and likely even anger to people i love and value most. i hurt them. and that is unacceptable for me doing.

i will spend at least a few days away, in hope to either sort this out.. or to seep away if necessary.
hurting the someone, or someones feelings you value more than your own life means something is seriously broken..
no excuse for that. no sickness no threat not evenloosing ones mind..