There are the days when you make people sad and destroyed around you whoever you talk to who ever you meet gets down sad destroyed or angry. These are the days when i feel what ever i do what ever it takes how ever hard i try, im just pointless, useless and absolutely having no reason to exist. When you are trying so damn hard to eventually notice that you destroyed everything you ruined everybody or at least theirt mood...

These are the days when you are not supposed to wake up. to talk with anyone or to go anywhere. simply because it won't end well. Why is it so hard to do so? would prevent so many bad things..

I think today was my monday of the week