I’m aware of everything that I said before, and I don’t expect to ever be excused for what I have done, if my actions somehow caused you any damage of any kind. However, I needed some time… And I feel that the least I can do is the following: give an explanation.

I don’t pretend to offend anyone here, this goes against my nature. Although, I ask you gently: those are nothing than just my thoughts and personal philosophy.

Anyway, the reason why I left the fandom is because I’m not sure if I should agree with it. I mean… I asked a few fellows of my local church and they said that “infantilism” is a phase like any other… We may consider ourselves furries, but we still humans on the end of everything. My Pastor even used the bible in order to convict me.

However, I don’t understand why furries are so wrong. There is furries that agree with things such as: alcohol, drugs, sex… pedophilism… things that christians doesn’t compactuate. Well, unfortunately yes. Although, that doesn’t mean that furries as whole are wrong. Not at all.

I mean, furries to me are nothing than just a culture. A urban culture. I’m a geek and a nerd… If I go to events, dress-up myself in order to do cosplay and even have my own culture, base in fictional characters… What’s so different here? The far as I can see, nothing.

What about the infantilism than? Well, at one side… I do agree. After all, I guess I must be mature in order to complete the mission that Christ demands you… However, I still unsure. I don’t consider myself a catholic, or evangelical… I consider myself a christian. And the christianism is filled with great concepts…

So the far things go… Other side tells me that be an ABDL may not be so wrong on the end of everything. This duality was killing me and I didn’t had anyone in mind that could help me… This question that annoys me is far more serious than you guys might think.

I’m sorry for not sharing that before… However, people gets offend with everything. Sorry, between ABDL’s is almost impossible to have a serious conversation. I do understand the feel or maybe the satisfaction, of act or be threatened like a baby, but there is times on life we need to be mature. Isn’t that what “adult” stands for? I thought we can be babies in heart and soul but mature adults when we needed.

Anyway, I’m not asking for forgiveness. That’s up to you. However, even If I have to grow up later… I guess I’m not ready to do so. That’s why I felt the need of coming back.


I’m sorry guys, but christianism and philosophy are really important things to me.

-Your friend, Lucky pup.