Guys... I don't even know where I should start, but here it come: I lied. In fact, I wasn't even completely aware of what the hell I was writing on my lest journal.

I was nervous and completely disoriented when I wrote that thing. The reason why is because I had I fight with my mom.

I always thought that she respected my ABDL side, but she never actually did. In fact she cried before sleep every damn night because of my diaper desires. I don't blame her, I thought that she understood all the explanations I gave, but she didn't. Like every mother in the face of the earth... She was extremely scared and worried about me.

She legitimately took all my baby stuff that I spent years saving money to buy and threw part of it on the trash, for some reason, she hide it the rest on her closet. I felt so betrayed, that I destroyed all the art I'd, all my baby stuff... I self-ruined my account on purpose!

I even mistreated some of my dearest friends all over the internet.

And by the time everything was over, I was so mad that I tried to break the closest thing that I could find my mom heard everything... And when that Happened, we cried for countless hours until I revealed the truth for her.

I explained everything with peace, calm, serenity and honesty. And most importantly I stopped in order to listen her opinion and major doubts... For the first time ever... I learned that even if I was right... That doesn't mean that I'd the power to mistreat people and be aggressive.

I leaned to understand people before approach... And I became a better person. What I'm trying to say... Is that I'm terribly for sorry for everything single thing I did guys.

So... I understand if you are by any means mad with me... I don't blame you for it. If want, leave... But please... I'm sorry for all this, I changed and I became better.