I hate myself because I have fallen for someone and I haven't felt like this, but he feels the same way, here's the problem my grandma hates him, because he is 29 almost 30 and in college andd oesn't have fancy degrees. Well He is a Navy veteran, but I feel like maybe he could be the one, I don't know, but she's been verbally abusing me for a while now and the closer I get to moving out the worse it gets. I also have 5 classes and intern and my grades aren't where I want them to be so I am quitting interning. So, I am very sad and depressed and kinda just want to die.