All I can do is just sleep.
There is almost nothing left for me in this world to go for.
there's nobody I am interested in.
Theres no motivation for hobbies.
There is no such freedom for me.
my life now only consist of working, sleep, and enjoying the view of the world.
such a life with a lost mind of mine.
such memories lost away in the past that I do not cherish anymore.
I wonder when this madness will end for me.
not that I mind it as being or feeling alone bothered me anyways.
well not like these journals matter anyways, not many reads them.

looks like I'll be just another memory.
I just can't be friends with people anymore in this world y'know.
I don't enjoy talking with people much because something always feels wrong.

My mind just feels so blank, theres no emotions or any thoughts towards anything.
theres no negativity or positive things, its just blank and destroyed by those that put me down, forgotten about me, got rid of me for no reason.
got rid of me.....
at this point I kind of don't care if I lose everyone as to being alone is comforting enough.

everyone I've ever met is just fine without me anyways and its ok to keep moving on without me.