Final Cup of the Night (Just Venting, Dont need to read)
10 years ago
General
Dear Furiends,
Hey. For those who didnt read the warning this is just a venting journal to throw some of my deep feelings into the void of cyber space. That and I dont want to continue writing about Adolf Hitler or Benito Juarez (being a history major and having finals right now sucks.)
To you students out there, I know finals suck but sometimes just making sure you get through it is just what is most important. I have about 3 take-home finals this week and one of the professors has not even given the prompt for it yet (and its due in a week and will most likely be about 10 pages long.) I find it really hard to stay on task and no its not because of FA or anything like that. Its just because I have always had trouble when it came to racing against hte clock. One of my great friends was helping me out with one of the reports by helpong me map out my stuff while I continued working on the other crap. SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING ERRORS, ITS LATE AND I AM RUNNING ON 5 HOURS OF SLEEP FOR THE WEEKEND!
I just want ot say that I am at least happy to have friends I can count on. In real life, sadly, I discovered that many of the people in some of the groups I belonged to were actually spreading juvinile gossib about me behind my back and jeporising a friendship with someone all on the basis of me being gay. I wont let it get to me, the quarter is almost over and I am trying my very best to pass my classes with at least a B. A "C" to me is a failing grade and I just want ot make thing s perfect as best as I possibly can. That said, here is to my last cup of coffee for the evening and to anotehr, lets say, 5 more hours of work before packing it in for 3 hours of sleep. Finals, I wont be rested but at the very least it feels good to have my feelings written down and just out there, even if no one listens.
Family members are dying of cancer, people back stabbing me and the pressure of finals. To me, this is just something that reminds me there are some out there going through much worse and I am grateful beyond words for those I actualyly get to call my true friends. Thank you all for those who actually read this shit pile.
To you students out there, I know finals suck but sometimes just making sure you get through it is just what is most important. I have about 3 take-home finals this week and one of the professors has not even given the prompt for it yet (and its due in a week and will most likely be about 10 pages long.) I find it really hard to stay on task and no its not because of FA or anything like that. Its just because I have always had trouble when it came to racing against hte clock. One of my great friends was helping me out with one of the reports by helpong me map out my stuff while I continued working on the other crap. SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING ERRORS, ITS LATE AND I AM RUNNING ON 5 HOURS OF SLEEP FOR THE WEEKEND!
I just want ot say that I am at least happy to have friends I can count on. In real life, sadly, I discovered that many of the people in some of the groups I belonged to were actually spreading juvinile gossib about me behind my back and jeporising a friendship with someone all on the basis of me being gay. I wont let it get to me, the quarter is almost over and I am trying my very best to pass my classes with at least a B. A "C" to me is a failing grade and I just want ot make thing s perfect as best as I possibly can. That said, here is to my last cup of coffee for the evening and to anotehr, lets say, 5 more hours of work before packing it in for 3 hours of sleep. Finals, I wont be rested but at the very least it feels good to have my feelings written down and just out there, even if no one listens.
Family members are dying of cancer, people back stabbing me and the pressure of finals. To me, this is just something that reminds me there are some out there going through much worse and I am grateful beyond words for those I actualyly get to call my true friends. Thank you all for those who actually read this shit pile.
scion_Z_G_R_V
~scionzgrv
You know I'll always be here for you hun ^.=.^ *Hugs you tight and gives you supporting hugs and squeezes and coffee*
In my university its all take-home finals. Im just one who doesnt like to feel under constant pressure against the clock, other than that Im fine. Ironically one final (due next week and still have not received any info about it!) is about Modern German History
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