It's been too long since I've let anyone know how I'm doing. I'm a little surprised that no one gave me a poke or three to find out either. ... then again, I am known as a recluse at times.

Anyway, things hit the skids and I went from planning a wedding to barely holding myself together every time I look at my now ex... who still hogs my computer.

Due to the lease, we can't afford to break it and find a new place. Hell, we can't afford a place alone on what we make. We're not violent or even angry, but I still feel empty inside. It's why I haven't been sketching even... not since things started back in November and hit their worst on Christmas eve.

Anyway, recovering now and letting those who might actually care know I'm alive.