My mind is bogged down with so much torment I only write on here because most people wont read this(thank goodness) and if I post it on any other site I will get too many people asking me whats wrong and if I write it in a journal I know Freya will draw all over it(sigh the coloring stages). I thought it was all over with but back and forth to the doctors office and worrying about my baby and the people I care about. I am questioning going to Fanime this year and even getting out of the hoiuse other then to take freya out for a romp here and there I am so tired and low I am trying to stay positive but its hard. I am sorry if this is slightly depressing. Much huggles to any that read this.