So I've been meaning to make a journal about my situation. I just keep forgetting or get distracted. I'm going to try and not make this to long ;0; but in a nut she'll I've been having some health problems. I have don't fully know the problem yet but I hope to soon. But basically the past couple of months have been tough. The main problems being that I'm having swelling all over my body, and constant numbness. It's worse in my hands and feet. This just makes drawing alot slower because I have to take a lot of breaks, as my hands are so swollen or they're falling asleep after 5 minutes of holding somrthing. My feet have gotten so bad I can't wear my work shoes. In addition every day I feel like I've been hit by a truck, for lack of a better term. I'm constantly exhausted and I can't concentrate/focus worth shit. Almost every night I fall asleep at my desk working. My joints are also swollen and painful, my knees and wrists specifically. I've also continued to gain weight, regardless of what I eat or do. It took my a while to get to see my doctor because my insurance is a new England based plan, and I live in DE. So making the trip up takes time and I loose money because I can't work. Not to mention my boss is a dick. But I was finally able to see her last weekend and one thing I do have for sure is sleep apnea, which explains why I'm so tired and can't focus. So I'll have to go back up and get set up with a c-pop machine. As for everything else I'm waiting on my blood work to come back. And then depending on the findings we go from there.
I do apologize for being MIA, I've kinda stayed away from the Internet in general. I'm working as hard as my body will allow me and again I generally fall asleep at my desk trying to work. So it's just been a bit slow going. I have some things to upload though, I'm getting somewhere even if slowly!
I really hope I can figure this all out soon. It's really upsetting me how slow I've gotten, and the fact that I can never seem to catch up with me health. It's always something. Not to mention I'm tired of just continuously getting fatter...seriously it's getting old.
But thank you all for your patience and understanding! I'm doing my best ;-;