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Lets reflect this...
9 years ago
Hey Gang,
Yup! After a long time there is a Journal of mine again! (Not like this is going to stop war and world hunger or somethin'...)
So i'm laying here with my Laptop at like 5:30 in the morning, getting the idea of reflecting my momentary relationship to this Social Art Page thingermerjhugger.
I can tell.... DAMN I've used to be so freakin active here as a kid....since I have a job, household and actual duties, uploading only once every 2-3 Months has become kinda normal already. Sad or not, you decide.
How my life in general is going you ask? (I know you weren't ;))
-Well, so far its been taking a lot of paths. My school life can't decide whether its running good or crumbling really freakin bad ^^;
-My Job as a nurse is... well its not going good but also not going bad. Not knowing if I'll succeed or fail at this badly in the end kinda drives me crazy o-o
-My Art-Life? Well like an elevator, its got its ups and downs. Had to realise (AGAIN) that I've been used as a freakin Art Slave again. Luckily this chapter has been closed rather aprupt and hell this book ain't need any more lines! But on the other side, after finishing my business in terms of studying and commishes I can start Pay-Pal commissions! (But only like 2-3 Slots so I can handle it)
In the end I can say, nah I'm not dead and I don't plan to be. Whenever I have those moments where I have time and the mood, I work on my projects. Like probably most people do. I feel like I'm having better control of my life, tho things are still really difficult at the moment. My social life has decreased more I'd say. Lost some friends here and there but I'm a quiet nature anyways. And its not bothering me :) So head up.
Have a good one!
-R-Star97
Yup! After a long time there is a Journal of mine again! (Not like this is going to stop war and world hunger or somethin'...)
So i'm laying here with my Laptop at like 5:30 in the morning, getting the idea of reflecting my momentary relationship to this Social Art Page thingermerjhugger.
I can tell.... DAMN I've used to be so freakin active here as a kid....since I have a job, household and actual duties, uploading only once every 2-3 Months has become kinda normal already. Sad or not, you decide.
How my life in general is going you ask? (I know you weren't ;))
-Well, so far its been taking a lot of paths. My school life can't decide whether its running good or crumbling really freakin bad ^^;
-My Job as a nurse is... well its not going good but also not going bad. Not knowing if I'll succeed or fail at this badly in the end kinda drives me crazy o-o
-My Art-Life? Well like an elevator, its got its ups and downs. Had to realise (AGAIN) that I've been used as a freakin Art Slave again. Luckily this chapter has been closed rather aprupt and hell this book ain't need any more lines! But on the other side, after finishing my business in terms of studying and commishes I can start Pay-Pal commissions! (But only like 2-3 Slots so I can handle it)
In the end I can say, nah I'm not dead and I don't plan to be. Whenever I have those moments where I have time and the mood, I work on my projects. Like probably most people do. I feel like I'm having better control of my life, tho things are still really difficult at the moment. My social life has decreased more I'd say. Lost some friends here and there but I'm a quiet nature anyways. And its not bothering me :) So head up.
Have a good one!
-R-Star97
Remember, one life right? Mahalo.