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9 years ago
Time for another update.
Things were starting to rock and roll. The new shop is great, attitude improving, things generally looking up. Made a trip to Los Angeles and snagged a bunch of fur. Getting over the past, things improving, going to be great. Then...
Shingles happened. On my face. Not a pretty sight. It also comes with a bonus of hearing loss, and total loss of muscle control on the right side of my head. Been 3 weeks now, and I can only twitch a few places. Feels like fire ants crawling inside my skin. It may take another 3 weeks to regain a portion of what I had back. It could be 6 months, there is a chance it may never really heal. At least I went back to work, I still have a good place to live, and I still have some outstanding friends keeping me going. The down time has had my mind wandering in places it should not. My feelings for the past still bother me to no end. I miss the good times, with a person I should not be missing. I hate myself sometimes, for being so stupid. No good can come from this. But these things are what make up life. Got to take the good with the bad. Got to keep flying...
Suit projects are creeping along. Got to push on as BLFC is coming, and I intend to have a great time. I need hugs, and I need to give hugs. And laughs and all the good things!
*Skunk hugs*
Things were starting to rock and roll. The new shop is great, attitude improving, things generally looking up. Made a trip to Los Angeles and snagged a bunch of fur. Getting over the past, things improving, going to be great. Then...
Shingles happened. On my face. Not a pretty sight. It also comes with a bonus of hearing loss, and total loss of muscle control on the right side of my head. Been 3 weeks now, and I can only twitch a few places. Feels like fire ants crawling inside my skin. It may take another 3 weeks to regain a portion of what I had back. It could be 6 months, there is a chance it may never really heal. At least I went back to work, I still have a good place to live, and I still have some outstanding friends keeping me going. The down time has had my mind wandering in places it should not. My feelings for the past still bother me to no end. I miss the good times, with a person I should not be missing. I hate myself sometimes, for being so stupid. No good can come from this. But these things are what make up life. Got to take the good with the bad. Got to keep flying...
Suit projects are creeping along. Got to push on as BLFC is coming, and I intend to have a great time. I need hugs, and I need to give hugs. And laughs and all the good things!
*Skunk hugs*
I am gaining small amounts of control back, notice improvements over 3-4 days. I can sort of blink again, which is helpful. Will take what I can get.