I'm Sorry
9 years ago
I finally got blocked by
libra-11, though
lurdanjo is still willing to open a dialogue with me, and I don't even remember what I said to get them so offended, but because I can't, I am going to publicly apologize.
I do love transformation, and latex, and rubber, and suiting, and even mind-control, but sometimes, my mind starts to overthink, and wonder how certain aspects of the idea work, or, as seems to be more frequent, get appalled at some of the themes present in a work and question about the morals and ethics or parts of the underlying scenarios.
But you all are right. It is just a fictional medium. These are fictional characters. I really should stop giving a damn.
So for the past week or so, both here and on other sites, I have tried to discuss more about the universe and mechanics of the pieces that have intrigued me that have popped up in my feeds. I feel that doing so has, for the most part, helped with the feedback I have been getting, and I am trying not to come off as too blunt and forceful in my approach, but more curious and speculative.
I will try this approach and see how it works, instead of presenting strawman arguments based on my own opinions.
I humbly beseech those that I have offended and upset, and wish for forgiveness, and the ability to somehow right the wrongs I have done to you all. I have a feeling that what I ask may seem hollow instead of sincere, but if you want me to leave you alone, I will.
But I highly respect Libra and Lurdanjo, and their work, and I feel truly ashamed of what I have done.
My previous journal is here for further context as to the circumstances that prompted this public apology:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6914167/
Thank you for letting me attempt to reach out to you all.


I do love transformation, and latex, and rubber, and suiting, and even mind-control, but sometimes, my mind starts to overthink, and wonder how certain aspects of the idea work, or, as seems to be more frequent, get appalled at some of the themes present in a work and question about the morals and ethics or parts of the underlying scenarios.
But you all are right. It is just a fictional medium. These are fictional characters. I really should stop giving a damn.
So for the past week or so, both here and on other sites, I have tried to discuss more about the universe and mechanics of the pieces that have intrigued me that have popped up in my feeds. I feel that doing so has, for the most part, helped with the feedback I have been getting, and I am trying not to come off as too blunt and forceful in my approach, but more curious and speculative.
I will try this approach and see how it works, instead of presenting strawman arguments based on my own opinions.
I humbly beseech those that I have offended and upset, and wish for forgiveness, and the ability to somehow right the wrongs I have done to you all. I have a feeling that what I ask may seem hollow instead of sincere, but if you want me to leave you alone, I will.
But I highly respect Libra and Lurdanjo, and their work, and I feel truly ashamed of what I have done.
My previous journal is here for further context as to the circumstances that prompted this public apology:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6914167/
Thank you for letting me attempt to reach out to you all.
Own up to your mistakes, don't pass them off
Ace, I'm glad you're taking the time to see more eye-to-eye about some of these kinks that set you off in the past. It is a wild and hairy subject, but one just has to see the motive behind it. There's many kinks out there that seem just as wild that, if taken out of context, would be about the same. And while images may sometimes depict unwilling subjects... One has to see the context behind the scenes: Two (sometimes one wishing it was a second) consenting people sharing in a fantasy they couldn't otherwise experience, through images they've drawn themselves or commissioned through another that is willing to help them bring it to some semblance of life. And I think that's beautiful myself. :)
To Kiboe, since he still has me blocked, if I am not coming off as sincere in my apology, and seem as if I am casting off the blame to others, please feel free to elaborate and help me understand where I went wrong.
I wrote this at 2:30 in the morning, so the language might be a bit off.