This will possibly be the first time I've really talked out like this on anything public, if you seen my profile you already know I want to be female and or know I already see myself as one, as time progresses I seem to be getting more depressed, cause knowing my parents, my family, the Co workers where I work, hate transgenders, every word is like poison. It's getting harder on me the more I age, as I battle to not give up yet I feel as if I'm battling it for nothing. For any that read this, I am not suicidal so you don't have to worry about that, I'm scared of death anyway.