I don't understand.

I don't feel like I'm understood from this, sorry

Oh meep? That is an odd feeling.

Also it is OK, you do have to keep up with every little thing.

Naw you're not alone. Big fluffy panda hugs.

I just want to start off by saying you're not alone, and that you shouldn't feel bad for experiencing bouts of negative emotion.

The truth is, everyone feels stuff like this, a lot more than they let on. Jealousy is a horribly common emotion, and I know that it can ruin someone's good mood for an extended period of time. Truth is, we as humans are kind of hard wired to feel a ton of jealousy. The important thing isn't if you're feeling these types of emotions or not, but what you do with them. For example, if someone bought something you want, try to find a way to work for some money to get it, if someone's got a good art style, try to draw something new and slightly challenging. It's not healthy to take your negative emotion and let it sit on your mind, because it can literally alter the way you think every day, and that'd be unfortunate to see. I'd say for now if you could bring yourself to play a game or doodle a silly little image out, or even something as simple as watching cute videos on YouTube, I think it'd definitely help you out. Sometimes we as people lose focus of what makes us happy, and all it really takes is a reminder to get us back on track.

I hope this helped at least a little bit! Sometimes we all need a pat on the back to get going again, hopefully you'll feel better soon.

Thank you. And I feel better

You're quite welcome! Sorry if the post was a wall of text, I just know how you feel on a personal level, but it's good that you're feeling alright!

It's quite alright