who ever reads this i'm sorry that you have to hear my emotional babel...

my heart's conflicted right now. i've loved someone since November 2008 and it seems as though that person will never love me as much as i do. and because of certain circumstances i thought it might be moving forward a lil, but because of that circumstance i got the wrong impression and i was clearified about by the person (if you're reading this you know who you are)

i just need to rethink this whole love thing
maybe i'm not even meant to be loved

meh, i guess i'll just live out my live alone... maybe nearly get killed to get anyone's attention... i dunno

like i said... emotional babel

god, i have 30 minutes 'til i have to go to work and i'm probably gonna be so distracted by this i might slice a fingure off or something...