Pulse here in Orlando
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FINALLY I get internet back. So now I can make this post.
What happened on Sunday was mind blowing, sad and kind of an eye opener for me.
Literally two days before on Friday night I had a creepy guy try to follow the roomie and I home because he was thirsty as fuck and was mad when I said no to his advances. We wound up having to call the cops because I was legitimately afraid he was going to follow us home and kill us.
Then Saturday Night/Sunday morning which was the first night we spent in our new house, the Shooting at Pulse happened. We live six miles away. So close that my roomie heard the ramraid from their room. I woke up that morning to people being concerned and wanting to see if I was okay.
MANY of my old coworkers from Universal were there. At this point I don't even know how many we might have lost because we were all on a first name basis there. So it's going to be an interesting an very sad week.
I'll be at the candlelight Vigil with my old Universal Crew on Sunday.
Now I know my worries about Friday were legit. There are SO many crazy people here in Florida. A lot of the time I sit and wonder what even brought me back here. I did two Disney college programs and was drawn to Florida because of that. I didn't realize that the state outside of Disney was so deranged and convoluted.
Also this was a bit of an eye opener for me at work, when my boss threw how many people she lost in my face. I can understand being angry and upset but that kind of behavior is just...no. Things have been a bit strange for a while anyway but now I'm wondering where I should go from here.
What happened on Sunday was mind blowing, sad and kind of an eye opener for me.
Literally two days before on Friday night I had a creepy guy try to follow the roomie and I home because he was thirsty as fuck and was mad when I said no to his advances. We wound up having to call the cops because I was legitimately afraid he was going to follow us home and kill us.
Then Saturday Night/Sunday morning which was the first night we spent in our new house, the Shooting at Pulse happened. We live six miles away. So close that my roomie heard the ramraid from their room. I woke up that morning to people being concerned and wanting to see if I was okay.
MANY of my old coworkers from Universal were there. At this point I don't even know how many we might have lost because we were all on a first name basis there. So it's going to be an interesting an very sad week.
I'll be at the candlelight Vigil with my old Universal Crew on Sunday.
Now I know my worries about Friday were legit. There are SO many crazy people here in Florida. A lot of the time I sit and wonder what even brought me back here. I did two Disney college programs and was drawn to Florida because of that. I didn't realize that the state outside of Disney was so deranged and convoluted.
Also this was a bit of an eye opener for me at work, when my boss threw how many people she lost in my face. I can understand being angry and upset but that kind of behavior is just...no. Things have been a bit strange for a while anyway but now I'm wondering where I should go from here.
FA+

I'm applying for new jobs but we'll see what happens. You know?
Things are very strange at work and no matter what I need to leave.
I'm working 10 hour days with no breaks whatsoever and she's taken away the promotion she promised me.
This isn't cool. I've been busting my ass for this woman and for some reason I still am getting too much money taken out in taxes. I don't get it.
So even if she doesn't fire me, she's treating me like shit and I need to get out. You know?
I wasn't fired but today I was told I was catty, that I was a child, that I need to adult up, and just all kinds of things that I know aren't true. I'm being blamed for her firing someone else when that was her choice to make.
I wasn't fired, but that doesn't mean I don't need to leave.
I can do better
It would be nice to see you again.
And I'll see if my roomie can come along so you can see her again too.