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a happy journal for once (happy vent)
9 years ago
so this is a sort of vent journal, but a good one tbh. Just want to lay down what's been going on lately and how I'm feeling. TL:DR - I'm feeling good and confident for the future.
I've been feeling quite good honestly lately, a lot of good things have happened since last time i did a proper journal. First and foremost, I've scored 83% on my end-of-year math exam at school, which is amazing. Truthfully, I skipped ONE question and the teacher that scored my exam said that I would've got 10% more if i had done it and that the mistakes were minor operation errors. But, it's still a major win for me.
Another thing that not only affects me, is that me and KrayXii/Skye are still lovers, which i couldn't be happier about. We worked things out in the end, decided that we'll keep the relationship but will do our own things until we're in a position that we can focus him getting here. That means me finishing and continuing my studies, and him potentially going back to studies himself, depending if that is available to him, or finding a job. To be honest, working on each other individually works far better than trying our darnedest to make absolutely everything possible as fast as possible. My mom might not approve of the distance relationship much, but she can't deny the positive impact he's had on my life. He's my life partner, even if we're not physically together. He's the one. And I will get married to him someday <3
next is my drawings. I've gained confidence to draw more regularly again lately, and I think I've found a style that I like drawing, despite it taking a bit longer than the old toony/anime style i had. I've also grown confident enough to start drawing NSFW peices. I've drawn only one so far but I'll try to draw some more, mainly males (vaginas still mystify me lol). I might even open cheap commissions at some point, if i can gather a following/interest.
Last thing is about my mental illness, and how that is going lately. To be honest, other than maybe a couple hours of depression once in a blue moon, I'm doing fantastic in that regard. The treatment is going well, I've started sleeping properly again, and everyone around me see how much my everything has improved. I'm so happy about that.
Long journal is long, but if you read the whole thing through, thank you for "listening" to my happy rant XD
See you next Journal
Darvo
I've been feeling quite good honestly lately, a lot of good things have happened since last time i did a proper journal. First and foremost, I've scored 83% on my end-of-year math exam at school, which is amazing. Truthfully, I skipped ONE question and the teacher that scored my exam said that I would've got 10% more if i had done it and that the mistakes were minor operation errors. But, it's still a major win for me.
Another thing that not only affects me, is that me and KrayXii/Skye are still lovers, which i couldn't be happier about. We worked things out in the end, decided that we'll keep the relationship but will do our own things until we're in a position that we can focus him getting here. That means me finishing and continuing my studies, and him potentially going back to studies himself, depending if that is available to him, or finding a job. To be honest, working on each other individually works far better than trying our darnedest to make absolutely everything possible as fast as possible. My mom might not approve of the distance relationship much, but she can't deny the positive impact he's had on my life. He's my life partner, even if we're not physically together. He's the one. And I will get married to him someday <3
next is my drawings. I've gained confidence to draw more regularly again lately, and I think I've found a style that I like drawing, despite it taking a bit longer than the old toony/anime style i had. I've also grown confident enough to start drawing NSFW peices. I've drawn only one so far but I'll try to draw some more, mainly males (vaginas still mystify me lol). I might even open cheap commissions at some point, if i can gather a following/interest.
Last thing is about my mental illness, and how that is going lately. To be honest, other than maybe a couple hours of depression once in a blue moon, I'm doing fantastic in that regard. The treatment is going well, I've started sleeping properly again, and everyone around me see how much my everything has improved. I'm so happy about that.
Long journal is long, but if you read the whole thing through, thank you for "listening" to my happy rant XD
See you next Journal
Darvo
If you ever feel down we are here for ya.
But thank you! Same goes for you really, and you hold a special place among us for what you did :3