I've hit rock bottom.
9 years ago
General
Well...I've been unemployed for about 7 months now...but I've been dealing with my injured shoulder and such. I got 3 large checks a few months ago. My tax return, temporary total disability from the workman's comp case, and medical mileage from the case. Those are almost gone though due to bills. I was under the impression that I would be getting temporary total disability checks once a week until I was released from medical care. Unfortunately that is not true. So what little money I have left is all that I am going to get for awhile. I am going to be getting more medical mileage money, but no until at least 2-3 months from now. My electricity bill doubled from last month for an unknown reason. It says I've used a lot more electricity than before, but I don't know how. Soon I'm going to have to get financial help from my mom and mate again. This always makes me feel like shit. I am nothing but a burden and honestly just don't even want to live anymore. I've been super tired lately. No matter what amount of sleep I get, I am always sleepy. I probably have something wrong with me but I can't afford to go to the doctor. And when I do manage to go to the doctor, they just rush me out and don't really check anything. I guess that's what happens when you don't have insurance to pay them. I'm just a waste of time to them.
I will probably be opening for commissions later. Probably just perler stuff as they are fast and easy to do. Though I can't make more than $200 a month doing that because then I will get penalized by my apartment complex....
For now...I am going to try not to melt. I had to turn my air conditioning off and open my windows in order to save money. I'm not looking forward to the almost 100 degree weather that is coming this week.
I will probably be opening for commissions later. Probably just perler stuff as they are fast and easy to do. Though I can't make more than $200 a month doing that because then I will get penalized by my apartment complex....
For now...I am going to try not to melt. I had to turn my air conditioning off and open my windows in order to save money. I'm not looking forward to the almost 100 degree weather that is coming this week.
Varaleo
~varaleo
I am sorry pup and you aren't a burden to me.... i you very much pup and we will try to find a way to get things to work *hugs*
JazzFan
~jazzfan
If you and your mate love each other super strongly, the word "burden" will never apply
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