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#35: This is not the internet that you're lookin' for.
9 years ago
OK, guys. I've been offline for a while, now. Ah, I've chatted with Vodafone & I'm gonna be on their 80Gb/month deal in the next two weeks. So, that means I'm gonna be back online again. Yay!
Also means that I won't have to keep comin' up to the damned library, riskin' panic attacks etc. But, hey, that's what Flash (my service dog) is for.
So, anyways, I can't remember if I've said anythin' more regardin' the whole transgender thing since my massive wall-of-text about why I SHOULD do it. So, here goes...
I've decided to take that more seriously & actually pursue it. So, yes, that means for all intents & purposes from here on out, that I am female. I'm still retaining the name 'ZZ Cat.' But, I'm gonna be changin' my human name from the lengthy 'Nicho-Chahn Cedric Alan Cudby-Robinson' to 'Cassandra Cudby.'
But, first things, first. I've gotta pluck up the guts to chat to my GP about HRT & the like.
For the time bein', I'm gettin' myself used to bein' more feminine too. So, you guys can expect a few obvious changes around my whole demeanor, etc.
Also, my mom has been diagnosed with breast cancer about two months ago, now. She's already had reconstructive surgery on her chest & she's now undergoin' chemotherapy on account of one of the cancer cells gettin' away on her. Next up in November is her radiation therapy. After that, thar gonna up her chemotherapy dose to literally every day until the end of the year. =x/.x=
Chemotherapy is fighting poison with poison. Because, I'm in New Zealand, the use of cannabis for both medicinal & recreational purposes is still illegal (Yea, thanks a lot, John Key). I also have this thing that if it's not the cancer that will kill you, the chemotherapy definitely will. So, I'm really worried to shit about all of this.
I ain't kiddin' either, it's not doin' my insomnia any justice. Like, recently, I've been gettin' anywhere between two to four hours of sleep about every two days.
The only thing that I can do is hope that my mom survives this ordeal.
I'm not gonna finish on a bad note, here. Before I sign off, I'm workin' on creatin' 'electronic art' with my latest Arduino project. That is a portable testing station & a high power brushless motor controller.
When I get the internet back online, I'm gonna type up a post over on my Tumblr blog about the whole project. Watch this space.
So, that's it for me. Until next time, have fun, stay safe & for fuck sakes, don't name it after me! I'll catch y'all later. <3
Also means that I won't have to keep comin' up to the damned library, riskin' panic attacks etc. But, hey, that's what Flash (my service dog) is for.
So, anyways, I can't remember if I've said anythin' more regardin' the whole transgender thing since my massive wall-of-text about why I SHOULD do it. So, here goes...
I've decided to take that more seriously & actually pursue it. So, yes, that means for all intents & purposes from here on out, that I am female. I'm still retaining the name 'ZZ Cat.' But, I'm gonna be changin' my human name from the lengthy 'Nicho-Chahn Cedric Alan Cudby-Robinson' to 'Cassandra Cudby.'
But, first things, first. I've gotta pluck up the guts to chat to my GP about HRT & the like.
For the time bein', I'm gettin' myself used to bein' more feminine too. So, you guys can expect a few obvious changes around my whole demeanor, etc.
Also, my mom has been diagnosed with breast cancer about two months ago, now. She's already had reconstructive surgery on her chest & she's now undergoin' chemotherapy on account of one of the cancer cells gettin' away on her. Next up in November is her radiation therapy. After that, thar gonna up her chemotherapy dose to literally every day until the end of the year. =x/.x=
Chemotherapy is fighting poison with poison. Because, I'm in New Zealand, the use of cannabis for both medicinal & recreational purposes is still illegal (Yea, thanks a lot, John Key). I also have this thing that if it's not the cancer that will kill you, the chemotherapy definitely will. So, I'm really worried to shit about all of this.
I ain't kiddin' either, it's not doin' my insomnia any justice. Like, recently, I've been gettin' anywhere between two to four hours of sleep about every two days.
The only thing that I can do is hope that my mom survives this ordeal.
I'm not gonna finish on a bad note, here. Before I sign off, I'm workin' on creatin' 'electronic art' with my latest Arduino project. That is a portable testing station & a high power brushless motor controller.
When I get the internet back online, I'm gonna type up a post over on my Tumblr blog about the whole project. Watch this space.
So, that's it for me. Until next time, have fun, stay safe & for fuck sakes, don't name it after me! I'll catch y'all later. <3
