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Hypocrite
9 years ago
One Moment Listen to this shit
Without naming anyone i'm gonna tell a small story.
There is a Friend who is in love with someone. i can see it. the pain in their eyes when they think about not being with them. and they don't really treat my friend badly, however they seem very insensitive of my friends feelings. but my friend is deeply in love with this person.and has been thru hell and back with them. I try my best to cheer them up. I tell them, and ask them
"Are you sure this is worth it?"
and they always respond like clock work.
"They are worth it"
Even tho they might be interested in someone else. have watch them date other people
"They are worth it."
And i couldn't understand it...how someone can go thru so much pain and heartache and tears for someone who may never return their feelings. Who pours their emotions out to them to just be ignored.
MY heart longs for them to gain what the desire most, a chance.
I go home and then i sit down and i talk to the person i lo-
Then it hits me.
I am my friend...i am ...the way i am..because of my desire to be with that one person that just..make me smile.
I've watched them and picked them up.
The situations aren't exactly same
We never dated.
I've Never poured my heart out to them.
I haven't known this person as long as my friend has known their interest.
But i hear the things and watch what happens, and i get the feeling of hopelessness.
About who makes them happy and what makes them sad. I just get...this ugly feeling of jealousy
I never get Jealous about anything. ANYTHING!
That little voice that tells me:
"Don't bother, you aren't gonna get that chance"
I normally fight this voice.
I always win the rounds, but....
I'm not so confident in this one..
But to me?
"They are Worth it, They are worth every second i have piece of mind knowing that they are happy. That to me is always worth it because nothing compares to the glow they have when they are happy." -My Friend/My Thoughts
Oh...and for those who are curious, No i didn't get over the Sickness..I just made it all the worst by staying quiet about it like the coward i actually am
There is a Friend who is in love with someone. i can see it. the pain in their eyes when they think about not being with them. and they don't really treat my friend badly, however they seem very insensitive of my friends feelings. but my friend is deeply in love with this person.and has been thru hell and back with them. I try my best to cheer them up. I tell them, and ask them
"Are you sure this is worth it?"
and they always respond like clock work.
"They are worth it"
Even tho they might be interested in someone else. have watch them date other people
"They are worth it."
And i couldn't understand it...how someone can go thru so much pain and heartache and tears for someone who may never return their feelings. Who pours their emotions out to them to just be ignored.
MY heart longs for them to gain what the desire most, a chance.
I go home and then i sit down and i talk to the person i lo-
Then it hits me.
I am my friend...i am ...the way i am..because of my desire to be with that one person that just..make me smile.
I've watched them and picked them up.
The situations aren't exactly same
We never dated.
I've Never poured my heart out to them.
I haven't known this person as long as my friend has known their interest.
But i hear the things and watch what happens, and i get the feeling of hopelessness.
About who makes them happy and what makes them sad. I just get...this ugly feeling of jealousy
I never get Jealous about anything. ANYTHING!
That little voice that tells me:
"Don't bother, you aren't gonna get that chance"
I normally fight this voice.
I always win the rounds, but....
I'm not so confident in this one..
But to me?
"They are Worth it, They are worth every second i have piece of mind knowing that they are happy. That to me is always worth it because nothing compares to the glow they have when they are happy." -My Friend/My Thoughts
Oh...and for those who are curious, No i didn't get over the Sickness..I just made it all the worst by staying quiet about it like the coward i actually am
