Tired and Busy
9 years ago
There have been many changes to my life recently and I no longer work 7 days a week but I keep my days packed to the gills with other things now. In particular I volunteer in the mornings and take Tae Kwon Do in the evenings...in additional to being a professional caregiver. This is not complaining mind you, I have reached an unusually happy phase in my life and I am singing its praises.
But this is how it concerns you:
Art is getting shoved to the back burner too often and it shows. Commissions? Oh yes I do them at en epic crawl. Comic pages? It is down to one a MONTH and that is pathetic. Have to ramp up the art. But comic art, as much as I love it, generates no income. And my Patreon site was supposed to take care of that problem.
https://www.patreon.com/Dustmeat
See that monthly pledge? Half of it is fake bidders who yank the money out before they get charged. This gives me little incentive to do anything but tear my hair out. I greatly appreciate my real patrons, so there is art there posted nowhere else...but it is discouraging.
Whine whine whine.
Guys I really want to print another comic book. Help me make this happen.
But this is how it concerns you:
Art is getting shoved to the back burner too often and it shows. Commissions? Oh yes I do them at en epic crawl. Comic pages? It is down to one a MONTH and that is pathetic. Have to ramp up the art. But comic art, as much as I love it, generates no income. And my Patreon site was supposed to take care of that problem.
https://www.patreon.com/Dustmeat
See that monthly pledge? Half of it is fake bidders who yank the money out before they get charged. This gives me little incentive to do anything but tear my hair out. I greatly appreciate my real patrons, so there is art there posted nowhere else...but it is discouraging.
Whine whine whine.
Guys I really want to print another comic book. Help me make this happen.
Good to know you're doing well. Let's chat more.
And good for you for volunteering as I know whom ever your providing services for can always use the help.
The art can wait. There will be time for it, once you make the time for it.
I hope we'll get a chance to visit some day so I can ask more questions about your Lapine Ladies.
Stay safe, and keep well.
I am glad that you are happy. It is a wonderful state of mind
The art will be great when it comes, in its time. I think happy artists make the best art, not suffering ones.
Course, it's just at that time when you're fighting those demons of self-doubt and hate like that that you know who your true friends are. Anyone can be a pal when things are going great. But when you're hitting a rough spot you're quickly able to separate the sycophants and hanger-ons from your true friends. I did lose one or two people I had previously looked up to and been close to, but fortunately I also had more true friends and fans who finally helped me find my footing and put those demons to rest once and for all. When I lost my domain name because I couldn't update frequently enough, yeah, it kinda hurt, but at the same time it was liberating, as now I can keep all my stuff on a Facebook page and not only is it all free, I can upload whenever I feel like it (infrequently as it is).
So, what little free time I do have any more I seem to measure out with coffee spoons. But as I said, I got way too many other interests and irons in the fire besides art to obsess about what could be or could not have been. I have friends here I've followed since their debut, and I won't lie and say I'm not at least a little jealous of how much of a name they've since made for themselves. But I also share in their joy, and wish them the best - if not at least a little live vicariously through them. Now, I've found liberation doesn't mean how much art I'm able to do. Liberation means being content with being second-best.