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Art and A Lil' Confusion
9 years ago
Hallos! ^^ Just wanting to give everyone an update.
Thank you all very much for your patience. It's been more than needed, and more than appreciated, and I am more than thankful for what everyone has done for me!
Things have been pretty chaotic around here, the month of August all on its own should spell out "Hi, I'm that time of the year again." I had license plate renewals, new tags for my license plate, car insurance due, loan payments, medical bills up the wazoo, it's just been a mess altogether ^^; daughter starts school in September, so we've been making plans for her walk to and from school. I'm still waiting on a confirmation as to whether or not I'll be receiving the fulltime position at TJMaxx as opposed to just a part-time salesfloor associate. I still don't have medical insurance, and 45-days is an awful long time to wait for any kind of a "yes" or "no." I've been off my meds now for over a month, and it's just awful, I've never felt this awful since I don't know when--certainly not before my meds, it wasn't nearly as bad before then...or at least, didn't feel that way.
Art hasn't been fast because I've had these things going on. I do intend to resume once the rest of the confusion gets sorted out. It's stressful, and I will admit there might go a day I honestly just gotta take it easy, but I do owe, therefore I will give the artwork that I owe for the money paid. The chaos of things around me is just too much. I've been afraid to spend even a few bucks for myself for fear that another bill is coming down, another payment is due, anything that would otherwise warrant me a reason not to even bother doing anything. But it is what it is, it's not something anyone can do about it--I just gotta sort stuff out and get on with it. I can post doodles and things I've done on the side to keep my page fresh, but I do worry that by doing that it might upset others who are waiting for their artwork. I might post one once in a while between commissions though. ^^
Thank you for your patience everyone. Wish me luck as I try to figure things out, and pray for me. ;^; Prayers do help, it's gotten me to this point at least. I just need a bit more sense of things before I think I can do things on my own with more confidence. Thanks everyone!
--Matt
Thank you all very much for your patience. It's been more than needed, and more than appreciated, and I am more than thankful for what everyone has done for me!
Things have been pretty chaotic around here, the month of August all on its own should spell out "Hi, I'm that time of the year again." I had license plate renewals, new tags for my license plate, car insurance due, loan payments, medical bills up the wazoo, it's just been a mess altogether ^^; daughter starts school in September, so we've been making plans for her walk to and from school. I'm still waiting on a confirmation as to whether or not I'll be receiving the fulltime position at TJMaxx as opposed to just a part-time salesfloor associate. I still don't have medical insurance, and 45-days is an awful long time to wait for any kind of a "yes" or "no." I've been off my meds now for over a month, and it's just awful, I've never felt this awful since I don't know when--certainly not before my meds, it wasn't nearly as bad before then...or at least, didn't feel that way.
Art hasn't been fast because I've had these things going on. I do intend to resume once the rest of the confusion gets sorted out. It's stressful, and I will admit there might go a day I honestly just gotta take it easy, but I do owe, therefore I will give the artwork that I owe for the money paid. The chaos of things around me is just too much. I've been afraid to spend even a few bucks for myself for fear that another bill is coming down, another payment is due, anything that would otherwise warrant me a reason not to even bother doing anything. But it is what it is, it's not something anyone can do about it--I just gotta sort stuff out and get on with it. I can post doodles and things I've done on the side to keep my page fresh, but I do worry that by doing that it might upset others who are waiting for their artwork. I might post one once in a while between commissions though. ^^
Thank you for your patience everyone. Wish me luck as I try to figure things out, and pray for me. ;^; Prayers do help, it's gotten me to this point at least. I just need a bit more sense of things before I think I can do things on my own with more confidence. Thanks everyone!
--Matt
Take all the time you need with the art work. You know that I always enjoy seeing any doodles from you in between! ^^