I shall respect and remember this.

no, I don't really think I'm a sissy. I mean, sissy stuff is fun but I want to be feminine all the time, not just when I'm playing

no, a female :U

I have my body, which is a male body. It's okay but not exactly what I want it to be, I want to be more feminine, I want to be referred to as female. I don't think I want to make a full transition though (and to be honest, most transfemales don't make a full transition).

just refer to me using female pronouns and that would be fine

Yes ma'am!

As you wish, my lady.~

Umm, she?

yes, she

If you're gonna do that, be sure to check this website

Hope it works out for you, be sure to pay no mind to whoever doesn't accept it.

Whatever you say Argi-chan. I shall do my best to remember that. ^^

so you are basically saying you just want to be a femboi. why not juust say that instead of saying female? cause you can be feminine and sitll be a guy. its called a femboi

I don't know. because I'm still figuring things out? Because I don't know all the right terms yet to describe stuff? I am really afraid of saying something that sounds stupid and now I'm pretty sure this journal is making me sound stupid.

Well I think most people were under the impression that you didnt even like females privates, so seeing you say something like this would give out the wrong impression. So when saying that you like having a penis but want to be known as a female, is confusing. So saying you are a femboi is probably the easiest way without knowing.

well, I still want to be referred to with feminine pronouns, as I said up there it just makes me feel more comfortable. Honestly right now I've been talking to some trans friends and looking for an LGBT therapist to talk to about all this. Honestly I phrased this journal awfully, but I dunno how else to phrase it really.

I dunno, I've probably fucked this all up

Okay, thats fine. But do you still hate female privates? Because you've said some pretty transphobic and sexist things in the past regarding them and other aspects of being female.

Right now I am getting very tired and stressed and am not really in a good place to talk about this in depth.

needless to say I am really sorry if I ever said anything hateful or transphobic

You haven't messed it up, don't worry. You've actually said it very clearly; you feel more comfortable with female pronouns, and would be thankful if people use them for you.

That's all that needs to be said; you don't need to explain your reasons why you prefer to be thought of as female. That's your own business for you to share as and when you want to, to whomever you want to.

I agree!!! *thumbs up*

Will do!! *salutes*

I can relate.

Happy to oblige. And it’s okay if it takes you a while to figure things out! I have a trans sibling who came out a couple years ago, and it’s taken them quite a while to make sense of who they are and how to present themselves. Gender is just a complex thing (even if you’re cis, but especially if you’re somewhere on the trans spectrum). Getting to the bottom of your identity sometimes requires a bit of exploration.

Just wanted to add a voice of encouragement, for whatever that’s worth

Hey, I think I know pretty well how you are feeling.
I've been confused about my own gender for a long time, and I am slowly coming to the conclusion that I am possibly trans.

I will of course respect and honor your preferred pronoun~!
And don't feel like you've fucked up or said anything wrong.
You don't have to explain yourself.

Keep being you, hun. Be the prettiest, sweetest woman you can be