So here i am.
I don't really log on that often.
Lately i have been seeing a lot of doctors.
To try to put an end to my pain. Between all of the tests, being in constant pain, x-rays, open mri, ct scan, (surprised I don't fucking glow at this point) I have been dealing with basic daily medical care. (Don't ask to what extent, i don't want to discuss it)

Recently I was informed of some pretty life altering information having to do with my health. Needless to say, I was pretty crushed.

I was told that my heart could not handle the stress of constant shows, much less a full time travel schedule. My doctor suggested that I quit comedy and music.

I have a number of issues going wrong with my body... i will list a few here to give you an idea.

My nervous system has been miscoordinating my muscular strength. So, in a sense my body's muscles are working at 150%... super power unlocked right? While m physical strength has been increased theoughout my life by this it has also been a heavy strain on my heart.

To continue, my blood pressure, heart rate, o2 levels, blood toxicity have been through the roof. After tons of tests my doctors have decided to put me through thorough exploratory procedure in an effort to find and finally fix all of this crap.

I have begun loosing color acuity an my sensitivity to light has been increasing.

Understanding all of this my doctors insisted on passing some information to me that had to be delivered by a therapist.

I am not giving up however. I have daily physical therapy, i am booking a small tour (i will take it easy i promise. But my account i empty. I need to work), i am going t finish writing a few songs and record them in order to release my first comedy music cd.

I may be in constant pain. And i may have been dealt a kinda shit hand. But i will fight. Not gonna give up.

I love you all. Thank you for all you have done and continue to do. Thank you for your support.

I can give more details later. But for now, i need rest.
Thank you all.

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