You heard it, it's time... I just want to say thank you to all whom stuck by me, who helped me these past years, helping me and supporting what I've love which is drawing/art. But I don't feel like I've done anything on here. I never got my head around this site and nothing really appeals to me anymore here. I might come back sometime, or check up every couple of months, but once I get my final commission I'll be gone.

There also have been other things happening in my life. My best friend got kicked out of her father's house, which in return turned into me making sure she didn't kill herself(she never had said that before so I freaked out). A couple of my other friends wanting to do the same thing, and then leaving my mate after 3 months. It was fun, but I  couldn't stand it anymore.

When I first met him, it was amazing, we had everything in common, and talked the whole time on my long car ride home, I fell in love instantly. The first month was amazing, we constantly talked, laughed, and got along so well. But after that it started to go downhill. But for the first time in my life I actually met the person I loved in real life. Sure, it was scary, but I enjoyed it, most of it.... After the second day he just started to drift, and once he left, he told me he misses his ex. I don't blame him, and I accepted that, but then we began to talk less and less after that point.

After a while it was days before I heard anything from him, due to work, and due to my college it was even harder. I lost touch with him, and eventually, I stopped loving him, and so I did what was best. It hurts, it really does, but I have to move on, but I can't say this is without consequence... 2 years of therapy and trying to be happy gone in 2 days... great.

So with that being said, I have to move on, even though I feel like I'm bleeding out from the pain, I need to move on, I might loose more people, but that hasn't stopped me, maybe I'll see happiness in 2 years again, I hope so, because it was the best feeling I'm the world.... Thanks everyone.