Bad thoughts...
9 years ago
General
I am having a rough time right now. I don't feel like I belong anywhere...been thinking bad thoughts more often...I hate thinking that way. But I don't feel like anyone would miss me if I were gone. I barely talk to anyone anymore...so it's not like it'd make a difference if I was gone.
I am going though so much stress...I need to relax, but I feel guilty if I relax.
I have no income, commissions aren't selling.
I almost wonder if people are talking behind my back again. Telling people not to commission me or something. Or is my art just that bad?
Please help me....
I am going though so much stress...I need to relax, but I feel guilty if I relax.
I have no income, commissions aren't selling.
I almost wonder if people are talking behind my back again. Telling people not to commission me or something. Or is my art just that bad?
Please help me....
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Regarding the bad feelings they are not true you would be missed, the fur group would most certainly miss you, your family would miss you, varaleo would miss you.
Regarding not having income have you considered volunteering? It looks good on a resume and gets your mind off of things