Dead kin,
Smoke sin
Cold light illuminates glassy eyes,
Nothing left inside,
Searched the city scarred and scathed
Lost in it's streets like a hopeless maze to tangle me up in the anxiety that the world can hear the thoughts inside of me.

  beneath this tired bitten bleeding sky
I sought out the truth in lies cloudy and synthesized.
The ghost moons forlorn indifference
Makes me think of my lack of penitence
I think I like my purposeless life just fine, make the deciscion to fight for love, or die in the arms of your empty muse, it's desolate figure steals the breath from you, when you try and make it your truth.
Oh why!? Why do we have a variety of ways to piss away the love he gave?

So many poisons,
But I found mine,
Fell in love with the process of
Bleeding the diamonds from my eyes
And crushed beneath credit cards,
Oh how I loathe your cold disregard

I've never felt lonliness , so desperate to freeze my heart, so I'll forget the sorrow, and Don another scar. You know, I never walked away from home this far, I never seen the stars furious crimson glow, I never felt my heartbeat cease its rhythmic flow.


Bruised pallid and blue,
In the aroma of a psychosis
I own this diagnosis,
Nothing left of the love I used to feel,
I lost faith that the love I gave was even real.

Life told me a cosmic joke to which were all the punchline.
You got your wounds and I've got mine,
No escaping this life in peaceful Somnolence, no slipping away into blissful inexistence.
Beyond the bounds of mortal tethers,
There is a place we'll live forever.

So what are you waiting for?
Incinerate your soul,
Life is a joke,
I like the taste of vapors,
And memories in smoke
I sold my salvation,
Just let Me ride this wave of infatuation,
Just let me feel the caress of my souls dillapidation.