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Easily crushed
9 years ago
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I pushed you so far away,
That you left me so far behind
It's so much colder without your light
When I know I will never feel the warmth of your hearts confines
I just wanted to say,
That I still think of you day after day,
As I twist and turn beneath the crushing weight of a hopelessness that never goes away.
Every last word I spoke to you so far from true.
With all my mistakes that separate me from you
I only wish you knew the ways I break now that we're through.
Life without you leaves the world I see dull and flavorless, everything around me rendered in fading colors. Every second spent without you, lingers for what seem like hours. I decompose Inside this cheap motel room,
insides cooking to the consistency of glue, wish I knew that there was a chance I could proove that I'm not who I've been to you. I'm dying to get a fresh breath of relief from the ways missing you suffocates me.
With one last ember of hope I tried to ignite a fire so bright, you'd forget the lies that bought me the ache of goodbyes.
One last ember, burning in vain.
Still smoldering but not hot enough to catch flame. Do the last vestiges of our memories still linger so I can truly feel the pain, of watching the love we shared fade away?
I never thought I'd meet the day, when you would leave me to everything I deserve. I never knew you could make me bleed, simply by not saying a word.
With one last ember I spoke, only to watch it smolder and smoke,
For one last ember, I spent my breath, only to watch it flicker and fade,
Growing cold glowing weakly in pale shades of blue,
I never thought I'd lose you.
I feel as if to you I never meant much,
Or else I wouldn't have been this easy for you to crush
That you left me so far behind
It's so much colder without your light
When I know I will never feel the warmth of your hearts confines
I just wanted to say,
That I still think of you day after day,
As I twist and turn beneath the crushing weight of a hopelessness that never goes away.
Every last word I spoke to you so far from true.
With all my mistakes that separate me from you
I only wish you knew the ways I break now that we're through.
Life without you leaves the world I see dull and flavorless, everything around me rendered in fading colors. Every second spent without you, lingers for what seem like hours. I decompose Inside this cheap motel room,
insides cooking to the consistency of glue, wish I knew that there was a chance I could proove that I'm not who I've been to you. I'm dying to get a fresh breath of relief from the ways missing you suffocates me.
With one last ember of hope I tried to ignite a fire so bright, you'd forget the lies that bought me the ache of goodbyes.
One last ember, burning in vain.
Still smoldering but not hot enough to catch flame. Do the last vestiges of our memories still linger so I can truly feel the pain, of watching the love we shared fade away?
I never thought I'd meet the day, when you would leave me to everything I deserve. I never knew you could make me bleed, simply by not saying a word.
With one last ember I spoke, only to watch it smolder and smoke,
For one last ember, I spent my breath, only to watch it flicker and fade,
Growing cold glowing weakly in pale shades of blue,
I never thought I'd lose you.
I feel as if to you I never meant much,
Or else I wouldn't have been this easy for you to crush
